| ~victims perps and cowards~ |
March 13, 2008 |
Listening to: Rage is more like... -
Feeling: angry
So how does that happen...why does it happen? This perplexes me I have wondered and speculated over and over mostly due to the fact that all 3 of my children are/were victims and all 3 are so screwed up now...the hardest thing for me to accept is the fact that not one of these idiots are going after the PERPs they are taking it out on themselves (cutting, drugs) or on other innocent persons....to some degree ALL three hate themselves are MISERABLE partly due the fact that the perps are STILL harrassing them.
How stupid can anyone (victim) be not to realize the fact that 1. these scumbags not only hurt them but VIDEO TAPED it LIVING PROOF 2. the scumbags are still hanging around making it much easier to prove (usually it's your word against theirs in this case there is medical proof also) it!! 3. As 2 victims are now adults there is nothing I can do or at least it proves difficult for me to get legal involvement as it seems by all acounts the victims are just fine and dandy with it!!! The youngest victim is ok with it as the perps sisters explained that in the Philipines this is how sons are treated and it is a family issue and he is family!!! It makes me sick to admit that statement alone makes me fight not to hate an entire race.
Perhaps the fact that children/toddlers cannot communicate what is happening to them and the rapists so thoroughly over poweres the child that helplessness/victimization carries throughout the victims life...until the victim becomes the perp!!! I hate these perps so deeply so much was taken from me for the totatality the sum of my life..the babies I gave birth to were not only raped in those moments but ruined for a lifetime which denies me my children FOREVER left me in fact with thoroughly damaged ugly goods...and cowards to boot..I hesitate to state that as my children were violently raped for YEARS..gang raped at times as my own brothers felt the need to pay me back for their short comings..both served tme and blame me. |
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