Gos how quick a couple of months can change ur life
Listening to: mariah carey- we belong together
Feeling: ambitious
Hey gos guys it has been so darn long a lot of stuff has happened. Well hmm my 21st b-day was a blast i drunk so much and didnt even get sick...shit my folkz decided i needed to go out right after i got off work that sat night but we had to wait till 12 but they took me to shots its was great. I had like 3 long islands and a tha guy in tha band bought me one too cuz we clicked and startin makin fun of people. Next my friend corrie showed up then we split from my folkz and went to tha infamous alley cat in broad ripple OMG bar is so small and crowded but great i had 2 beers there then we went to plumps and boy there is started drinkin screw drivers like 5 then 2 shots of crown so i had dark and light liquer and had a blast and i only spent 8 dollars. alright that is all done wit.

well sept. 8 omg my uncle was killed it made television and everything. WE R CURRENTLY GOING TO COURT FOR THA GUY that murdered him. i am going to respect my uncle and not get detailled in how he was shot and where. In loving Memory of Uncle Tim Mothy.

Hmm now we r in feb. well i have been hanging wit a guy from my past but nothing serious trust me just someone to talk to hehe. well i finally wrote back.
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*70* 21st b-day baby
Listening to: Joker-Twiztid
Feeling: amazed
Hey everyone i am finally 21 years old of today. Alright my sat night was great i came home from work bout 10 last night my folkz was already drinkin so i had to catch up. Well ne wayz at 12 we went to shots and had a few drink yummy long islands. My friend corrie showed up so we headed to broad ripple in my city broad ripple is tha biggest bar hopping place besides downtown. Well ne wayz we went to tha alley cat and had a drink then we went to plumps. Hear is wat i order there 2 shots of crown,2 screwdrivers,and jack and coke.Well my friend corrie goes there all tha time so she knew tha bartender JESUS his is name well its joey but looks like tha pictures of jesus ne wayz he charged me for all that 3 dollars fuckin 3 dollars yo. Great night well i didnt get in till bout 6 in tha mornin it was so nice cuz away from my lil girl i needed it and no stress just booze and me being happy. Then today it was alright we had cake for me and my neice and shit but i do not like how my brothers gf acted omg pissed me off. BUt ne who i am off to get me something to keep my hydrated.
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*69*Way To Damn Long
Listening to: No Srubs-TLC
Feeling: amazed
Ok people i am very sorry to who reads my diary and have seen tha same entry for like 2 months i am so so sorry. But ne wayz i left on in my entry bout how we was going to a Concert it was fuckin awesome loved it and drank and enjoyed myself and the many fights round. Well i still have my job i have been workin my ass off so much but i have made it so far for workin there for only 4 months i have trained someone been taught 2 diff. thing then most of tha people that have been there way longer then me so i am kinda like hell yea. I have been talkin to my love of my life lately but we r just remainin friends he is in tha army in germany right now but goes to iraq in january which will be tha sadest day ever. I know i have all these run on sentences if u dont like it fuck u hehe. talk to u guy slater got work tomorrow yay for me late.
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*68*Pick Yo Trash Up Bitch
Listening to: Adema-The way u like it
Hey everyone. I used to write on here like everyday but now it is like monthly but i have been busy i guess that is what happeneds when i have a job. Well Thur. I went into work at 4 in tha afternoon and didnt get off till 6 tha mornin voluntarily took on my shift and tha all night shift to since some one called i know tha run on sentence but fuck it. Man shit i got helly overtime 7 hrs to be exact so i got time and half and night premuim my check should be fat. They started takin out my union dues and shit its leavin me broke but it will pay for its self in tha future i guess.Well i went into to day and saw i got my sat. off i am so happy i am going to MAYDAY which is runned by one of r music stations r alternative radio station i should say. Crossfade,Shinedown,3 Doors Down,and No Address is going to be there but i am there for my 3 bands fuck no address i just dont like there music. Ok i heard one song by them didnt draw my attention so i dont think i will enjoy them. HMMM..what else my neck is killin me and it is runnin through my back...killer pain. I debating on what i should do wit my nice lil hunk of cash this thursday keep 60 for tha concert or spend tha rest and get my tat. but i really need to get a car but u know shit i just want so much. My daughter has been actin really bad seems she forgot terrible 2's its terrible 4's. So i told her no more toys and stuff for awhile intil she can behavin i mean she is acting out bad. I guess she will grow out of it i hope but thats why i am teaching her she cant get everything she wants she can only get what she needs like clothes. Well i am off here i will update to tell u bout my concert. LOVE YEA PUNKS AND BIATCHES
ShAnNoN ReNeE
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*67*Tha Biatch Is Back
Listening to: Gin Blossom-Until I Fall Away
Hello my friends. I am so glad i am workin i have got so much shit since i have been workin and i have also ran into a lot of old friends and shit. I ran into a friend i used to call FoodStamp and shit all of sudden i heard super shannon then i turned and i saw before my eyes foodstamp. Hmmm..oh me and my lil girl went on mother & daughter date and saw the Robots movie..well first we have mcdonalds then went to best buy got some movies dazed and confused,forest gump,and the goonies.Great Classics man. Ok back to the robots movie it was bad ass much Props to Robin Williams he did a hell of a job and the best in the movie. Sorry bout tha capitizaltion when not needed and not doing when needed hehe. I should have my car soon my hrs. r gettin longer and fun.Well i am bout to take a walk in the neighborhood. Later Folkz
Shannon
Renee
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Sorry bout that got carried away i havent typed for awhile now besides punching in produce codes and stuff at work. Ok TATA FO NOW PUNKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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*66*To Damn Bizzy
Feeling: accepted
-k- Ladies and Gentlemen I have been so darn bizzy wit work and everything else I dont have time to do nothing it seems ne more. Well I have my paycheck still cashed of course but havent spent none saving for my car. I got some damn self-control yo. Damn I have been there only 2 weeks today and shit and i have learned so much stuff plus the bosses keep saying i am doing hell of job. I got overtime already the first week i was there crazy huh. I get paid every Thursday too helly Yeaz. I miss my daughter so much I call her on every break i get to talk to her. This is the longest we have ever spend time apart since she was born. She is adjusting well to me going to work though i sometimes bring her home suprises haha. Well i am off here to go to bed gotta work tomorrow. Today was my day off.*smooches*
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*65*Break for a Min.
Listening to: Red Hot Chili Peppers
hey i just got like a break before i go to work. I go in late today for easter gotta be there at 5:30 tonight...which it is like 4:20 here....Hmm..lets c its going pretty good i caught on quick what to do...yea my job is a mystery to who reads this i just dont feel like know one knowin in less i know who u r. well i gotta go and get finished doing my hair. Later *smooches*
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*64*Finally Life Pickin Up for Good
Listening to: Zero-Smashing Pumpkins
Feeling: amused
Hello everyone. Sorry for not wrting sooner. Well i got a job today which is so damn awesome...well i got the job and i waitin for my swab test(drug test) to come back monday.. of course i will pass i quit smokin weed awhile ago....and he said that comes out then i have the job. Can i get a Hell Yeaz. Hehe I did though cancel my dentist appt. to get my feelings but i rescheduled so i am fine. My daughters b-day party is Sat. on her b-day its going to be a blast. Well i off i shall write more later who knows.
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*63*Livin Large
Listening to: Don't Speak-No Doubt
Feeling: accepted
Hey everyone!! I have been quite busy lately. I got my nails done and man its so weird i havent been this girly forever i mean i wear make-up but i have had my nails done twice. I am going to keep them though and just get them filled and shit. Hmm...Today my daughter and neice went and saw the easter bunny,my daughter sat on his lap which is way cool. I bought a 5 gifts so far for my daughter nothin but cali girl barbie stuff like tha pool,surf shop,jeep,and dolls. I gotta buy more and send out her invitations soon. She 2 weeks left till her b-day and she will be big 4. Its weird she has grown up so quick.
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*62* Smarter then the average baboon
Listening to: Until I fall away-Gin Blossoms
Feeling: balanced
Adult life has been treating me very well. Tuesday i went and spent 160 bucks in groceries got me some helly food. I am very proud of myself cause i did that and i did it by myself. I gotta go get my g.e.d book tomorrow so i can study it and late march or 1st of april i am taking the test and then signing up for my classes in fall at ivy tech. See the adult is coming out. I have to go to the dentist tomorrow i have been going for a month every friday to get my teeth finally all perfect which is so good. I am just so proud of myself I have finally kicked my self in the ass and got shit done. I guess it was tha 14 hrs. of sleep i did from 5 p.m yesterday till 7:50 a.m today. My daughter was really tired so she went to bed really earlier the earliest she has ever gone to be bed and slept through the whole night so i went to bed to. When your a parent you do that stuff gotta take a advantage of sleep. Well i am off here i have done enough writing lately. I wrote my friend a 5 page letter and still writing her so i am going go finish it up.Later
*smooches*
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Entry List
Gos how quick a couple of...
*70* 21st b-day baby
*69*Way To Damn Long
*68*Pick Yo Trash Up Bitch
*67*Tha Biatch Is Back
*66*To Damn Bizzy
*65*Break for a Min.
*64*Finally Life Pickin Up...
*63*Livin Large
*62* Smarter then the average...
*61*Stand By Me
*60* New Setup
*59*To All My Bitches
*58*Awww
*57*ahh Feelin so much...
*56*Fav. Song
*55*Past
*54*Lets Talk About Me Baby
*53*I'm Back
*52*PUHHH PLEASE
*51*Frustration
*50*U dig
*49* Pics of me and my lil...
*48* ERRRRRRRR
*47* Unspoken
*46* Are u Too Good for Your...
*45* Pics finally
*44* Hello everyone
*43* My stripper info
*42* Long Time No Write
*41* My girl
*40* Funny ass quiz
*39* Goochi Goo
*38* I So happy
*37* Blow out
*36* Pissed Off
*35* Miserable
*34* Funny Thang
*33* Info. for you
*32* New baby in the world
*31* Wheres it At
*30* Fears
*29* Not Fair
*28* Crazy Love
*27* How You Doing?
*26* black out
*25* New Trend
*24* gettin back from tha walk
*23*Tha Movie
*22* More News
*21* GOOD NEWS
*20* Unhappy
*19* Plans
*18* Lookin O So Happay
*17* Same day of Aunt Jemina
*16* Aunt Jemina
*15* Whos Got The Lighter
*14* News Update
*13* Tha living
*12* FRIDAY PARTAY
*11* Tha beginning
*10* I so sicky
*9* New baby in tha world
*8* My b-day Homies
*7* Havent been on here for...
*6* Day of Boredom
*5* Back From Doctors
*4* Findin good news
*3* State Of Denial
*2* Rest In Peace Grandma
*1* Day of Chaos