I'm playing the part of a lost realist
tis summer

Yay for summer
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I Don't Think I'll Ever Come Back
Listening to: TBS
it's a cyle you find someone that you like and want to be with and you're happy for a while cause you have something to look forward to everyday and to brighten up your life

but then something usually happens that ruins everything and you feel sad and stary to hate that person becasue they hurt you

then you get bitter about the entire thing and snap at ppl when they mention it

and eventually you don't care and wish it never happened because there nothing more you can do about it


GOD I DON'T WANT TO HATE HIM OR GET BITTER OR FORGET because when things were good there was too many things that were just right I don't get it or understand it and I just don'tknow what to do about it anymore I don't want this to end up like every other bad thing that has happened to me I'm trying so hard to make this time different but I just don't know how

I just don't know how
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Moonlight
Prom was last night soo much fun minus some minor things but that alwasy happens

it was so weird it didnt feel like i was at prom it just seemed like anothter thing

then it was over in like a second i was looking forward to it for so long and then all of a sudden it was just over and i wanted to rewind the entire night just so i could re live it again b/c it was awesome

but yeah i guess that alwasy happens
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Entry List
I'm playing the part of a...
tomatos
I Don't Think I'll Ever Come...
prom 2006
Moonlight
*scream*
Blind bitches
Show me the money
I can see it in your eyes
lets hold our breath until we...
So I'll tell them to steer...
Screw what my suposed friends...
It's obvious they reek of...
happy
Chasing Shallow Dreams??
I dont care anymore
Fuck It
Look how pretty she is when...
Merry Christmas damnit
I'm Just the Girl Next...
Salt & Vinegar
Worst bus EVER
Awesome Weekend
You can tell me why u just...
**
All the things that u never...
not much better
goodbye
hey
the end...maybe
gotta write this
I'm a Loser Who Doesn't Update
4 MORE DAYS
WOO PARTY!!
h*y*p*e*r
Someone's Birthday!
OMG DUCKS!!!
Breaking Hearts Has Never...
My Thoughts
ummm....
sleep
Cartoons
Fishes go *Pook *Pook *Pook*
I am a loser who never...
what ever
89 degrees and sunny
Last ski trip
Because you kill me
¿?¿?¿?¿?
today and the week and...
Hunter
hey look snow
half day
Patterns
SKIING TOMORROW!
spend my evenings down at the...
skirts
Ski Trip:P
changing stuff
a note
*hanging my head in shame*
computer tech yet again
Another Elk Mountain trip:P
yeah
KILLINGTON
I caught u a delicious bass
No strings attached
SNOW DAY!
ummm...
They painted up your secrets...
Yet another ski trip
bored
I won't say anything at all
zzzzzzzz
Windham
First Ski Trip
snow day!
Elk and Paranoia
Nick's and Hunter
Christmas
blank
ranch dressing
emerald mountains
line by line
thinking of u and wishing im...
whats left?
Update
help
???
die
funny things that Kristin...
I know its not enough...
i dont kno anything anymore
need more books
blah
A Note From Kristin
its all good
1/2 day
almost the weekend
_
2nd entry
good day
100 things about me
changed plans
everything louder than...
new things
INVASION :)
changeing things
?
today sucked
this weekend
Word Vomit
hey
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