|
Ironic |
April 9th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Brand New - Play Crack the Sky
Feeling: upbeat
You know, it's funny...I had a countdown to leaving for college on my page, and it's now 19 months and some random days later, and I find that almost impossible to believe. I can't seem to figure out how two years have gone by since those "good" old RHS days, and yet, at the same time, I know I'm so much different than that tall girl with hair cut short who didn't say much, but was decently smart and had best friends. And really, I'm still a tall girl, with hair slightly longer, still decently smart, but one who doesn't talk about what matters because she doesn't have a best friend anymore.
To be honest, I miss my senior year sometimes...I was comfortable in who I was, I had Monica, Sam, Dan, and Alex. I was in love, I hated my parents, and I couldn't WAIT to get the fuck outta Roscommon, because gods forbid I ever go back and make my life there. I still feel that way. I just feel nostalgic, and a little amused at what my point of views were, and are now. Back then, dating=bf/gf, now, there's a major difference, and it's not a big deal to flirt with someone at a party you may never see again, it's even okay to kiss them, although I draw that line at sleeping with them. It's perfectly okay to get drunk and silly, and when you puke, don't be embarrassed, because the person taking care of you has been there too, and you'll both probably be there again, getting each other water and trying to make them eat bread and stop with the shots. I've always been sarcastic, anyone who knows me knows that, but now, I'm less afraid of what other people think, and I'll speak my mind and stand up for what I believe in, and if I'm wrong about something, I'm still damn stubborn about it, but I'm getting better, and I think that just comes with growing up. People who think differently aren't the social outcasts of high school, here, in college, they're the people you stay up with at the all night coffee shop talking about EVERYTHING and coming away with brand new thoughts and perspectives.
Living on your own is nice too....and sucks balls. You have to deal with roommates and new habits, which, if you're lucky (I was) you get away with a new friend or two, and only a few minor arguments. If you're the type of person whom mommy picks up after, cooks for, and basically cares for like you're 12, then you'll hate it. Doing your own laundry, cooking...or not...good meals, knowing when to tell yourself your room MUST be cleaned if only to preserve your state of mind. You appreciate what your parents have done for you more, and I call my mom at least every other day, if not just to say hi or find out how my grandparents are, then to find out how to clean something, cook something, fix something, whatever. Not ashamed to admit that there have been a few days when I've called home to talk to one parent or the other about 4 times in one day. Sometimes it's just nice hearing a familiar voice, especially after a bad day, or when you need some advice and there's no one else who would know.
Dating is very different, obviously, I never would have thought at 19 months ago I would be here, with my random guy problems...well, one guy problem, and not even a problem, just...I don't even know. But it's there, and I'm dealing, although I should ante up and maybe try to figure it out. That's what really provoked this blog, not that I really miss RHS, just the people who've either grown apart, or grown so fucked up you just don't know them anymore and really don't want to, and the fact that I knew I was loved, and loved back. It's an amazing feeling, when you know you can go to this one person and count on them being there. I still somewhat have that, the love for someone, and all I want is that little bit more, that little reassurance that what I think is right, and I am loved. So, really, I need a hug, and that's all, just from someone who honestly cares about me, who isn't just a friend when there's a party we're both at, who knows me and whom I know back, I want that absolute feeling of being safe and comforted and knowing that he can come to me if he ever felt this way too. |
| 105 hit(s) |
(0 comments) |
Speak To Me
|
|
Stolen Survey |
April 20th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Men's Choir and Ashley :)
Feeling: blah
Stole this survey from Emily :)
The ABCs Of Me
A- Age You Got Your First Kiss: 16 lol
B- Band Listening To Right Now: I'm aiding for Men's Choir, but I'm trying to tune them out.
C - Crush: Alex, duh
D - Dogs Name: Macy
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: Jake, Sam, Ashley
F - Favorite TV shows: Family Guy and Grey's Anatomy
G - Gummy Worms Or Bears: Worms
H- Which Do You Follow-Head Or Heart: A bit of both I think
I - Instruments: None lol, but I used to play the saxophone
J - Junior High Crush: I don't remember...
K- Kindest Person You Know: Monica
L - Longest Car Ride Ever: San Diego to San Jose (end of baja peninsula)
M - Memorable Date: Well...graduation's not here yet, so I don't really have one
N - Nicknames: None
O - One Animal You Like: Horses
P - Phobias: Spiders and being alone
Q - Something Quirky About Yourself: I'm weird, what else can I say?
R - Reason To Smile: Alex, my friends, summer, graduation, my pets...lots of things
S- Song You Sang Last: Fishin' In The Dark - Emerson Drive.
T - Time You Woke Up Today: 6:50 am
U - Unknown Fact About Me: If I told you, it wouldn't be unknown anymore, so there!
V - Vegetable You Hate: Peas and carrots
W - Worst Habit: I'm a slacker, and I swear too much.
X - X-rays You've Had: Teeth, ankle, back, chest
Y - Yummy Food: FOOD!
Z - Zodiac Sign: Pisces...fishy! |
| 102 hit(s) |
(4 comments) |
Speak To Me
|
|
Boredom |
April 15th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Pure Morning - Placebo
Feeling: hungry
Wow, today was one of the most boring days I've had in a long time. I miss Alex already lol; I have nothing to do on the weekend.
Yesterday was so much fun. Sam and I went to DQ where we met Dan and Justin and later Steve. We ate ice cream and decided that we wanted to go canoeing, but Justin had to work so the four of us went. Sam's neighbor let us borrow his canoe and we strapped it to Steve's van. We left my car at Chase Bridge, and launched it from the park in town. The river's up a ton, the bottom deck in teh park is about a foot under water. There are a lot of trees down that we had to go around/bump into lol. The boys steered, and sucked at it I might add lol. Next time it's girls steering. Sam and I just sat in the middle and talked lol, and got splashed when we kept insinuating that Dan was gay (we still love you Dan!) and by Steve whenever he felt like it lol. Got all the way to Chase Bridge when I remembered I left my keys in Steve's van in town, so we used a stick thru my open window to unlock the car, then left Dan to guard the canoe while we walked to Sam's house to get her truck. I drove stick lol, and only stalled once in town - go me! It wasn't that bad, just an extra adventure, I think Dan even got to work on time. Then I went home for dinner and then to Rich's for his HALO party. That was fun, lol I suck at it, but I did manage to get 3 kills in one of the games, so...good? Whatever, not like I've ever played before lol.
Today I got up at 11:11, exactly. Since then I've talked to Sam on the phone...twice, sat in front of my computer, did some homework, watched Pride and Prejudice (super-duper), and am waiting for my mom to finish dinner, because I'm hungry. That's it lol, I'm so fucking bored. Alex is supposed to call sometime today, I think after 9:00 because that's when his free nights start...unless it's 7:00 lol, I guess I'll wait and see. I hope he's having fun on break (he's in Myrtle Beach w/everyone from HL) but I miss him lol and I can't wait till he comes home.
I really hope it doesn't rain tomorrow, I want to go riding, Zipper needs to be ridden to get all the spring friskiness out so he's not a pain in the ass, so I was gonna do that. I love to just go out and ride on my own, it's not lonely or boring, it's a good time to think, generally, so I hope it doens't rain lol, or I'll be stuck inside with my family and cousins, which, for a whole day, will get very old. Must remember to take my iPod after I update and charge it, and a good book...so I have to find one lol. I guess that's all, at least for now. |
| 68 hit(s) |
(1 comments) |
Speak To Me
|
|
Spring Break |
April 9th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Coheed & Cambria
Feeling: bored
Spring Break was frickin sweet, this one ties with the Cruise we took 2 years ago as one of the best vacas. We went to Mexico City, Guanajato, Guadalajara, and Puerto Vallarta. I don't really feel like writing what I did every day, I already wrote a journal while I was there, but some highlights are:
**Stopped in Flint for dinner, we meant to go to Mancinos, but they were gone, so we convinced Mr. Williams to let us go to Hooters. I bought a shirt.
**Climbed the Moon and Sun Pyramids outside Mexico City...Moon has 111 steps and the Sun has 245.
**Body surfed in the ocean in Puerto Vallarta, which was a ton of fun, even if I've got cuts on my stomach, arms, and feet from one huge wave that took us all the way into shore.
**Saw the sun rise over the mountains in Guanajato...so beautiful.
**Went to the Jose Cuervo factory and saw how tequila was made from the Agave cactus.
I also bought a ton of stuff too, but didn't spend that much money on things other than food, I love the bartering system!! I got, for myself, a green/white/black striped blanket, silver crocheted purse, green skirt with sequins, and a shirt from Jose Cuervo Tequila Factory...for Megan, an orange/black bracelet and a painting done by spraypainting...another painting for Sam...and a brown/black/white necklace for Alex. Such fun times lol, boys are SO hard to buy for, I have no idea what he would like.
I know that's not a lot of things to say about spending 8 days in Mexico, but like I said, I don't feel like typing it, I'm sure I'll tell you all in school or something. We got home Saturday at 6 in the morning, bleh what a travel day, all our planes were layed over and then we had a 4 hour drive. Whatever, I just started laundry and cleaning stuff, my parents and Megan went to Arizona, and didn't get back until Saturday at midnight, so I had the house to myself all day. I invited Alex over and we hung out for awhile, but he had to go home eventually lol. It was so nice to sleep in my bed finally last night. I hadn't gotten any sleep in like 40 hours so it was especially nice.
We went to Grandma's today, Jake and Zac were there and wanted to go riding, so I called Alex and we all went. He rode Tootsie, I rode Zipper, and everyone else rode their own horses. It was fun, we just stayed in the pasture because it was the first ride of spring and they're generally a pain in the ass. I was right, Megan quit after awhile, Jake had to go back, and Zac didn't even make it out of the top field by the barn. Tootsie's Tootsie, she won't/isn't capable of going anywhere quickly, and all Zipper did was bite his bridle because he got bored. It was fun, Alex said he liked it, and we didn't go very long, so hopefully his legs won't be sore tomorrow. I guess I'll find out when he calls haha.
I suppose that's it, I don't really have anyhting else that I want to type, other than I really don't want to go back to school tomorrow, I'd rather stay home lol. At least it's a blue day, so I can talk to Ashley and have an easy day lol. Later! |
| 83 hit(s) |
(2 comments) |
Speak To Me
|
|
Countdown to Break |
March 27th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Country Music Mix
Feeling: excited
TWO DAYS UNTIL I LEAVE FOR MEXICO!!! Omg, you have no idea how excited I am lol, I'll be somewhere that's warm and NOT HERE - without my parents too! Haha, I'm so ready, I've been packed since this weekend, minus a few things I still need like my toothbrush and glasses, and some things I still need to wash, like socks lol. I am out of clean socks.
This weekend was pretty great, went to Jake's on Friday where we all just hung out and watched movies. I kinda wanted to go to the dance, but Alex didn't because he has a cold, so whatever I guess, it's not like I would have had anyone to talk to other than him, since Sam and Monica are now best friends and neither are really talking to me. School's never been so fun. But let's not dwell on that, either eventually she gets over whatever's pissing her off and starts talking again or she doens't, nothing I can do.
Anyways...I don't remember what I did Saturday lol...oh yeah! We went to Ashley's concert - Alex, Mindy, Jake and I, which was pretty cool...I loved her song with Ryan. We had to leave before it was done which sucked, but when we got back we watched TV in my attic lol. My sister had a movie night, so I couldn't go in the basement, although we scared the shit out of them (they were watching scary movies) by going to the basement windows and banging on them. Haha, yes, I am evil. My parents were watching TV in teh living room and my dad's like, just go to the attic/exercise room and watch it up there, just turn the heat on and you'll be fine...except the carpet's not comfy and there are no chairs. Whatever, we had fun anyways.
I have not kissed my boyfriend in over a week...he won't let me lol. He doesn't want me to be sick over my break, which is sweet of him, but he's coming over tomorrow night to say goodbye and whatnot, and I'm getting a kiss damnit, I won't see him for 10 days. I'm also going to TC tomorrow AM (at like frickin 6:30AM) because my sister has an ortho appt - she's getting braces haha! - and I want to go shopping, I think I will while they're at Sarya's. Wait...doesn't the mall not open until 10:00? I'll have to check that out, son of a bitch it's 10:00....whatever, I'm not really missing anything until 4th block, which starts when - 12:30 about. Okay, no big. I have to go to JC Penney because when I bought a pair of shorts they forgot to take off the damn ink tag (retards) and something else (ooo secrets haha!), AE to get some sunglasses I saw before, and Borders to get some books (duh).
Well....I have a scholarship essay to write, and Senior Project to edit and revise, so I'm out for now...see everyone at RHS tomorrow!! |
| 58 hit(s) |
(0 comments) |
Speak To Me
|
|
Love Poem |
March 22nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
I found this poem on Photobucket...it's one of my icons. It's a lot prettier on there, but I like the message, so...here goes:
Tell her how you admire her
Always tell her you love her at all times
When she’s upset, hold her tight
Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with
Play with her hair
Pick her up, tickle her, and wrestle with her
Just talk to her
Tell her jokes
Bring her flowers just because
Hold her hand and run
Just hold her hand
Throw pebbles at her window at night
Let her fall asleep in your arms
Sing to her no matter how awful you sound
Get her mad at you then kiss her
Give her piggy back rides
Push her on the swings
Tell her she looks beautiful
When she’s sad, stay on the phone with her, even if she’s not saying anything
Look into her eyes and smile
Kiss her on the forehead
Slow dance with her even if there’s no music
Kiss her in the rain
And...when you fall in love with her...tell her
Love some of those ideas...
|
| 78 hit(s) |
(2 comments) |
Speak To Me
|
|
Out |
March 22nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
This has been a great week so far, haha, my capacity for sarcasm amazes me.
Yesterday I went to Hl for Alex's jazz band dinner at Coyles. He asked if my parents and I would come because our parents have never met each other like two weeks ago. So I told my mom about it and she said she'd go, but when I reminded her the day before she was like "oh, well....I'm not going, I'm just gonna go to the concert here, because I told a friend I'd go." It's like, thanks, mom, for thinking so little of things that meant a lot to me. I didn't particularly want to go then, and eat by myself, but I had promised Alex I'd go, and at least one person in my house does what they say they'll do. He said that I didn't have to come when I got there, but whatever, I was there and just sat with Amanda till they were done playing and then we all ate ice cream and just hung out.
Sam's still pissed, but...what am I supposed to do? I'm glad that what my MOM does is apparently a direct reflection on what I think too. I mean honestly, no one thinks they were like having sex, but, a couple is closed in a dark room, all alone, during a party...what do you think, anyone could make the assumption that they were making out or something. I'm not even that mad about it, it's just that it was at my house, and it's wonderful that my best friend comes over and then says barely 3 sentences to me, or anyone else for that matter. If she was back there because she didn't feel well and wanted to talk privately with Steve, then they should have left and went somewhere to talk. Mom talked to Brad again today, on a completely different subject, but he said the only thing Steve had to do was call my mom and apologize for doing something she didn't want him to at her house. That's it, I mean, like OMG, what a big deal *rolls eyes*. Whatever.
The last few months of school will be lovely, seeing as how I don't have any close friends left at school anymore...Monica and I aren't close anymore, Rachel and I haven't talked in forever because she goes to Kirtland, and Sam hates me. Yay.
I don't even know what I'm doing this weekend, I guess I'll have to wait until I talk to Alex tonight and see what's going on. I'm making Peanut Butter Rice Crispy Treats for the senior class to sell at the dance, but I don't know if I'm going yet. Alex said he might, and I don't know if I'll want to after work...Saturday is Ashley's concert, and I want to go to that, but I don't think I have enough money to do both things. Then Sunday I'm gonna pick up Jake from Char's and get Alex to meet me at my grandma's so we can go for a carriage ride because he said he wanted to....I want to take him horse back riding, but my mom isn't sure if she'll let us and I don't think he really wants to, so maybe we will, maybe we wont. Fun fun fun...I hope it's a good weekend...better be after this week. |
| 52 hit(s) |
(0 comments) |
Speak To Me
|
|
Decisiveness |
March 19th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Watching Extreme Makeover
Feeling: contemplative
This weekend was pretty damn kick ass, which is always good lol. Right now I'm just sitting in the living room, on the laptop because my dad and his friends are in the basement and I'm watching TV with my mom and sister. Very nice just to veg out and not think about everything.
Friday I had to work, which sucked because Sandra didn't order enough food for Mike to cook with because we had like 10 extra people. I didn't get done with dishes until 7:00, took out the garbage and swept, fuck mopping and vaccuming, I just didn't care. Plus, Alex came over at 8:00, after I showered hahaha and we just watched TV and hung out. It was SO pretty...my sister went to bed and turned off the light in the basement so all that was on was the TV, which I then turned off because it was South Park and stupid, ANYWAY, the pretty part was that once it was completely dark the full moon was shining in the windows and it was almost as light as day. Very romantic and very cool, only thing better would have been if it was warm enough to go outside and lay in the grass.
Saturday I went to the barn, brushed Tootsie for like 2-3 hours, she's shedding SO bad lol, it's not even funny. Everyone was at the cabin, so it was nice to just be there and see Tootsie. She's getting so old, I don't know what I'm going to do when she's gone; she's been with me for around 12 years...makes me sad to think about it, so I'm not going to right now. Alex picked me up and we went to Jake's house to hang out for a few hours before we went to MY house for a movie night. I had Alex stop at McDonald's first, I ordered a chicken sandwich meal and a pop, but they gave me an extra medium fries, a cherry pie, and an apple pie!!! Sweetnessosity....so I shared with Jake and Alex when we got to Jake's. We just hung out and watched a thing on comets on the history channel...or discovery channel lol, I don't remember that much.
We went to my house and ate dinner, then people came over to watch a movie and hang out. Alex, Jake, Steve, Sam, Mindy, Mindy's friend Jenna, Jess, Shane and Ashley came. We watched White Noise, which was kinda creepy, but not so much because I missed the first half of the movie because Sam was being loud and kinda annoying with Ashley or Steve, but whatever. After the movie Ash, Mindy, Jenna, Alex, Steve, Sam and I played hide-and-seek, which was fun lol, Alex and I hid in the closet *wink* and then jumped out at Sam and scared her lol. We hid on the bed the next time, which wasn't a very good hiding spot, lol, but it was comfy, and then Alex was "IT" so I "hid" with him in the bathroom while he counted lol, then helped him find people. Sam had like a panic attack or something, I have no idea what the hell happened to her, Alex said he found her kinda "creeped out" and right after then she went to the bathroom and cried...it was weird. After we finished the game we all went to watch Caddyshack on TV, but it was only Jess, Shane, Alex, Jake and I...everyone else went home, except Sam and Steve, who were in the back bedroom, probably making out, I don't know, but my sister wondered where they were and asked in front of my mom...she is PISSED! They aren't allowed to come over anymore if they're going to do that, plus Steve left his fucking Reese's cup paper on the floor, where I had to dive for it before Macy got it. That's chocolate, dumbass!! I have a dog, and she can't eat it or she could die. I would have killed him if she'd gotten it and been sick. W.h.a.t.e.v.e.r.......*sigh*
Today was excellant...went back to the barn with mom and Meg, brushed the horses again, but everyone was still gone, and Mom wanted to go to the concert at RHS, so they left around 2, and I got my car, which I'd left there when I rode home with Alex the day before. I went over to his house and helped him pack up stuff so his dad could start remodeling the kitchen. Then we drove around...drove fricking 90 minutes and 30-40 miles to end up 7 miles from home hahaha. Still fun though, too bad it's still winter, all the "seasonal roads" are still covered in snow and we can't get to them lol *wink*. JK...only a little. Went home, then to Carters to get food for nachos...the good kind lol, we had beef, refried beans, cheese, olives, lettuce, and tomatoes in it, with Tostitos Gold chips and Mountain Dew...best dinner ever lol. Came home, been sitting here ever since. It's nice.
I'm tired of typing now, so I think I'll stop hahaha....Grey's Anatomy is on in 30 minutes, so.....later!! |
| 48 hit(s) |
(0 comments) |
Speak To Me
|
|
Can I Leave Yet |
March 11th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Helplessly, Hopelesly - Jessica Andrews
Feeling: placid
I hate my parents; why do they have to be so fucking retarded? My mom was just down here to bitch me out for "driving too much" becuase I went to Gaylord skiing with Alex and then to Jake's for a movie. I'm sorry, I don't do that on a regular basis, like she seems to think. THEN I got bitched at for spending the entire weekend with Alex since he came over Friday, we skiied today, and we're going swimming tomorrow with everyone. Ok, fine, so that IS ever day this weekend, BUT do I see him at all during the week, no, why, because I'm not allowed to. Not like we're sick of each other. Plus, what else am I supposed to do - clean, like mom said? Fuck that, Alex is who I hang out with, all my other friends are doing stuff with their own boyfriends, so I'm out of luck to hang with them, besides, I WANT to spend time with him, he WANTS to spend time with me, what's the problem? I was in such a good mood today too, until like 10 minutes ago.
Went snowboarding for the first time in a year, I wasn't too bad either, after I got going. We were at TreeTops from 2-6, then ate dinner at the China Buffet in Gaylord (MUCH better than HL's) and went to Jake's to hang out with Jess, Amanda and Jake. We watched Armageddon, which is sad, I'd never seen it, but Jess, Amanda, Jake's sister Kirsten, all had tears lol. We all left around 9:30, Alex had to come home with me because we'd just taken the freeway to HL and he needed his truck. Stopped and made out for awhile lol, not gonna lie, but no one was around this time haha. Got home, said goodbye, came in, got bitched at. Yay.
Tomorrow I hvae to go to my grandma's and take MORE pictures of my sleigh and Zipper, not like we dont already have around 800. Then I'll probably just leave and go to Alex's, he said he'd be home. I'm supposed to call Sam at 11:00, but we're leaving at 11:30, so I'll probably call her earlier, she's either ready by that time and at my house, or I'm not giving her a ride, I'm not a fucking chauffer. Whatever, I'm dropping her off at Steve's and HE can take her home, because I'm going to Alex's and even though I'm supposed to be home by 6:00 for family dinner (bullshit, since my dad makes us all be silent so he can watch the news or Megan and my mom can watch Charmed) I may stay later, but I don't want to interrupt Alex's family dinner either, so we'll see. Honestly, what can they really do? Can't take my car, I'm 18 and it's in my name. If they ground me and I ignore it, then what, ground me again, kinda pointless. If I had money and there were apartments around here I'd get one in a heartbeat.
Well, what was supposed to be a happy entry about other stuff, turned out to be a bitchy one. Thank you family for yet another good thing ruined. |
| 73 hit(s) |
(1 comments) |
Speak To Me
|
|
"First" "Date" |
March 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Coheed & Cambria
Feeling: cosmic
Alex and I went on our "first" "date" tonight lol...in quotes because it's technically not our first and because it wasn't really a date since we took little Jake with us to the movies. The two of us went to G's for dinner, then picked up Jake and saw "Eight Below" in HL, which was pretty good, a kids movie, but cute too. Jake didn't want to sit with us lol, so he sat across the aisle...that was okay though lol, because then Alex and I could hold hands without the sarcasm both Jake and my sister provide.
After the movie we went back to Alex's, after dropping off Jake, because (1) my car was at his house, and (2) we wanted to hang out lol, duh. We started watching Joe Dirt, but I was sorta half asleep after awhile because he kept playing with my hair and that makes me sleepy. Around 10:00 I figured I should go since he has school tomorrow, so we went out to start my car. We were sitting in teh backseat because the car was warmer than the outside and we were making out when he stopped and like jerked away. There was some person out walking their dog lol, at fricking 10:30 at night! Who does that?? I didn't see them, but he just said it wasn't anyone he knew and kissed me again. Made us laugh though - wonder what they were thinking lol? After that I left, I tried to convince him to skip school tomorrow lol, but no deal, we both want him to, but well, he cant lol, same if it was me.
Now I'm home (obviously) and wish I wasn't. Can't wait till Prom, when he actaully gets to stay the night, this makes twice in the 3 times we've seen each other this weekend we've almost fell asleep together, lol. Turns out thier prom is the 6th of May, or the day I'll be gone to see Phantom! Son of a bitch lol, but he's not sad, he told me one was enough and he'd rather it was mine. Works for me, lol, I just thought it'd be fun to dress up twice. Oh well. I suppose I should go to bed, seeing as how it's 12:00, but there's no reason to really get up tomorrow. Whatever, night all! |
| 90 hit(s) |
(3 comments) |
Speak To Me
|
|
|
