| boy problems |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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Time to spill my guts. This guy Chandler* is driving me crazy. First he asks me out on a date and we go, then we go out together the next night (not really a date). Then we talk for a few days and then i get into trouble and I cant get a hold of him. My problem is that i dont know to talk to him becasue i suck with guys. Everytime a guy starts to liek me i start to push him away. thats what im trying not to do right now but i cant seem to figure it out. this pisses me off so bad. i dont know if i should call him. I cant call him becasue if i did i wouldnt know what to say and i dont want to annoy him, becasue i dont know if he even likes me or not. that is what i am trying to figure out. for once i thought i maybe found a guy that i could like for real and not push away but i dont know if it is goingto work this either. This shit never works for me. i thinnk that i like him al ot but i dont know if he likes me so i dont know if i should talk to him. Idont want him to know that i like him until i know if he likes me back. that is the problem. I dont have to guts to ask him if he likes except in a text which he is not answering back and i dont know why he is answering it back. usually his phone is dead so that may be it. but i dont wanna wait anymore. this pisses me off and makes me question whether i should have sent the text or not. |
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| It's really been a while |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: Nothing
Feeling: adventurous
I haven't put an entry in here in a long time. I dont want to write anything right now but i will later. |
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| (54) Wow!! |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: notta
Feeling: gelatinous
Wow, I haven't been here since October! Well, I am working again. Yes, at McDonalds:(
It's not so bad, even my sister is starting on Saturday. I am having a great time! I just got back from VA last night and today was my first day back to school! I also went to the dentist today! My hair is brown now and ... I'm fat!!! LOL! Maybe I'm lying and maybe I'm not!! Hehehehe!!
Well, that is all for now!
I'll wait for the next few blue moons to write again! |
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: nothing
Feeling: wicked
it is 9:55pm and i am going to work tomorrow at 9am and getting off @ 5pm . i guess im so excited! im currently looking for another job though!! |
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| (52) what it is yo? whats up |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: notta
Feeling: baffled
hey, well, the whole weekend was spent in macon at my aunts house, my grandma had surgery, so me and my mom went to take care of her. we went to see just like heaven and i bought my book ive been needing for the past few weeks. I am awake at 10:25pm tonight and i am bored. I have to get up early in the morning and go to school, but i dont want to because i dont feel good at all, i feel like i have a cold or something. i still have to ride the bus, its not so bad, i just dont want to go to school tomorrow and deal with all my friends. i want to drop some of them but i dont want to be mean. i scrunched my hair today and scott and tara came over today for a little bit to pink up trinity's stuff. well thats all for now im bored and i am going to loook at my myspace and IM people for a little bit then read some of my book |
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: dont cha
Feeling: amorous
oh yeah!!! guess what i did today? i played tennis at the courts in the neighborhood. i really had a good day. no more tension between friends, no one was ignoring me, and i felt in control of myself!! it is like 10:33pm right now and i am about to go to bed! then i will wake up and take a shower and get on the bus to go to school!!! well that is all for now love me night |
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| (50) Darn!! |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: notta
Feeling: aggravated
yeah well i just wrote a bunch of stuff and it didnt save so you dont get to know what i did today!! its like 11:07pm rite now |
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