The Game
Listening to: Tiger Lily- Matchbox Romance
Feeling: moodless
soo the dance is this weekend. yeah i quess. still haven mixed feelings about it. so im taking ashley. she's real nice, an all, but i aint ready. still thinkin about kelsey. even a a chance at it again if i play my cards right. ahh the game. once you startits almost impossible to win and even harder to quit. so wish me luck
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rawr
Feeling: confused
ya so my date to homecoming may not be going with me any more. doesn't that suck. you bet i have to sort this all out after school. hope it goes my way cause if ut doesn't i'll be really mad and depressed. well hunger is getting the best of me

wish me luck
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Senior now
Listening to: simple plan "i'd do anything"
Feeling: beaming
sooo the school year has begun and hmwk is alredy piled high. but on a high note, just got a date to homecoming, can't wait. soccer is going great with a game tommorow. i can't beilive im now a senior. its really weird. walking the halls seeing people i don't know i realising that soon i may never see these people again. in a way its depressing but ill just have to deal with it and make the best of the time i have

later


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long time no see
Feeling: whiney
so long time no see everybody(no i can't really see you its just a saying) anyway its almost x-mas time and i really wxcited. theres only like 11 more days left. and along with christmas comes christamas break! yuraaaay! schools just as boring as ever but for some reason it feels like i have i crap load of homework each week. when will the maddness stop? they just keep piling it on. you finally climb yuorself out and then they drag you back in. well thats enough ranting for me today. later
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nothing special
Listening to: what ever pops into my head
Feeling: pmsy
So its been a while since i last wrote. been so busy with school and stuff. Soccer has been over for almost a week now and i should have lotz of free time after school. Right. Well thats not the case. i have been constantly getting more and more chores to do around the haouse and i think i may be going insane with all the home work i've been getting at school. i really need to get out of the house and do somthing. all i seem to be doing nowadays is going to school and spending numerous hours at my house trying to get out of chores.

its really weird. already today i have had three songs going through my head for no aparant reason. one of hte songs i haven't even heard for almost 4 months now. for some reason nthough the songs tend to make me realy happy, and keeps me in a good mood all day long. well your probably tired of hearing me ramble on about things so i let ya go.

peace out
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Random thoughts
Listening to: nickleback, long rosd
Feeling: torn
so last night was our socer game against forest area we won bring our record to 10-0-1. jv won their game too. i had too be ball boy during thier game, and it was raining real hard. but its all good. jill and i got to talk to each other the whole time.

soo only 3 more days till my birthday and ill be 16!!!! yeah me. im going to have frodo and chase over for the day, that'll be fun.

i hurt my back in strength today it hurts like hell. gots lots of hmwk to do tonight. Chemistry lab, Composition, and NHS essay. Its going to be along night.

well anyways thats whats up in my life,for now

peace out.
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Why???
Listening to: The voices in my head
Feeling: alright
Why is life so complicated? It would be a whole lot eaiser if you just woke up in the morning ans someone had your day planned out for you and made all your choices for you. But then you wouln't be able to be yuorself and everyone would be alike. I am really confusd. Nothing in this world is easy anymore and i don't know how people can stand it. so many different choices to make every day. So many chances to make mistakes. Do you ever look back, and wish you had done somthing different? I have. and then i asked my self. Would it really have changed anything. would my life really be much different if i had done somthing different? Too many questions not enough amswers. its stating to make my head spin. i would really apreciate your opinion on all i've written.
thanx for listen to me and the voices in my head. later.
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Darn it all
Listening to: the circus music in my head
Feeling: crestfallen
So i had a game last night and i played well but not as well as i should have. we won the game though 8-0. but thats not why i feel so stoopid. homecoming is coming close and the peson i wnated to ask a lready has a date. but still thats not why i am so down. she just got the date earlier that day or the night before and, i had my chance to ask her at lunch the day before. i feel like such a moron. damn me and my damn scardness. why the hell was i afraid to ask her when i had the chance? life is so damn complicated. Was it just not meant to be? i would apreiciate a little feed back. i feel like a f-ing moron. well thanx for listenin to me yell at my self. it means a lot to me.

Sincerly

the Confusd idiot
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School
Feeling: bored
it has been a week into school but it feels like a whole month. i am going to get a whole crap load of hmwk today and i will have tonight to do it because i have an away game tommorow in mcbain and i wont have time to do any of it. well live sucks you learn to deal with i guess.
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School
Feeling: bored
it has been a week into school but it feels like a whole month. i am going to get a whole crap load of hmwk today and i will have tonight to do it because i have an away game tommorow in mcbain and i wont have time to do any of it. well live sucks you learn to deal with i guess.
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Entry List
The Game
rawr
yay
Senior now
long time no see
nothing special
Random thoughts
Why???
Darn it all
School
School
School
sick and tired
this weekend
this weekend
stuff
dreams
bored
The Procrastinator's Creed
Just thinkin
testing
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