aw, i just got ur comments. lol, dont remember anything. ttyl xoxo luv ya.

[xbatrdnstndx]

well just remember that ill be by your side every single moment monday..ill be there to help. btw..i kinda need ur help. luv ya lori

[anonymous (205.188.116.10)]

hey sweetie..im here for you, every step of the way. just remember we're all here for you & i know how tough things can be. i wanna read that poem..luv yas. xoxo

[xbatrdnstndx]

aw, yea it was completly empty. it was crazy..but not now, theyre all great & cluddered again..just the way lori likes it. lol well glad things with you & chris okay & good again.

[xsurveymadx]

aww..lol didnt mean for it to make you all smiley, figured it would thou. im happy for yall. and thnx..wish it was a happy 7 months. you know what im talking about..things just havent been good l8ly. well xoxo

[xbatrdnstndx]

o come on sweetheart you know i can make you smile..see...CHRIS! ha..you smiled..well now i guess your not so confused bc well you know why..i even wrote it on paper for ya..YOUR WITH CHRIS! yay. lol glad to see you happy. xoxo

[xbatrdnstndx]

Lovely diary♥ I really like the background too. ♥Kelly

[ffffalling23]

yaya... admit it, you listen to Boom Bip lol

[anonymous (69.70.84.181)]

i stealed this...lol

[xbatrdnstndx]

i dont talk about her that much... wheni talk about her i might tell lori that i talked to her and what we talked about... but i dont talk to her that much.. n shes 1 of my best friends. that last comment really made me cry. gawd. cuz i am.. i swear im trying to show her, tell her...anything i can.

im doing the notebook for her & im gona put all my effort into it. & im gona buy & scrap book & put "us" things in it. the days we spend 2gether.

[missxmurder]

yes.. well thats the thing... i tell her i love her all the time. thats why im sooo confused. ever since i talked back to Abby she doesnt trust me. I tell her that i love her... she even has told me that she doesnt believe it. what makes her think i dont....is beyond me.

[missxmurder]

yea. but of course cant really blame anyone, b/c theres only one side of the story ur hearing. same w/ ppl im trying to talk to. i usually dnt talk to my friends at TD about it b/c i dnt think they'd listen much. besides shelby & shes suspended. I just wish mine showd as much as hers i guess. honestly.i wouldnt say my feelings are fading but it might get that way. b/c ive becoming tired of her being sad all the time. it wasnt always like that. :(

[missxmurder]

i understand what you're saying. they are different but not as much as she makes it seem. things have gotten so serious... and things i say now affect her more than they would then. I feel like no matter what i do, she cant be happy. shes so bent on the past and doubt that theres no room for trusting me. *sigh* idk...=/

[missxmurder]

yea, it sux.

[missxmurder]

very..

[xbatrdnstndx]

i talked 2 chris friday nite about u being mad at him or w.e and he said that the main reason why he got so mad at u was bc u ALWAYS hit him & when he tells u 2 stop..you never do. i think he made a good point..neways ill ttyl on sometime. xoxo

[xsurveymadx]

i mean... i just dont want her to be mad at me if i dont think that she should b/c of the problems...idk..i just know that if it was me she would be way worse than me right now. *sigh* eh, idk .. i nevr liked him. i go w/ my insticnt n its usually right... soo... yea... idk.. like my damn head thing.. i keep spiting up blood... pfft.. but the doc said nothngs wrong w/ me... :P

[missxmurder]

o okay. yea a flashy dream, ha, guess it wasnt, huh? lol. aww lori came to see me up at the hospital... it was sooo sweet ^_^

[missxmurder]

glad ur doggy gets a chance. yea, i know dude.. not much sleep for me. were you there? cuz i dont remember SHIT!... its freakin crazy... it just felt like a flashy dream.

[missxmurder]

o... well okay... =/ n its not your fault, but thx. l8r.

[missxmurder]

hey. i know you hate me. but i just thought id fill you in if loris all sad when you go to school n she doesnt tell you right away. read my entry, it tells most of it. thats all i have 2 say i guess.

[missxmurder]

yea i know he did, but still. thats like my best friend these days..i dont take shit like that & u should know it. lol

[xbatrdnstndx]

lol, yea i really shoulda! that woulda been great! xoxo, l8r.

[xbatrdnstndx]

HEY! Please check out my diary in hopes to promote young writers on SITD. There you can find many stories by writers from this site that are constantly being updated. Show some support and leave a comment or two, or even get the inspiration to start your own story!

[storiesonsit]

yea, O_0. aw, thx much ^_- i did, very much so.

[missxmurder]