Jan 5, 2009

My mom passed away from Cancer also... 'Terminal Cancer' by the time she had been fully diagnosed. I did have friends there to help me out and certainly without them, I wouldn't have made it through. I'm sorry you felt you weren't there for your friend. We learn from our mistakes, huh? I hope you're well! Keep Cheerful! :-)

[someguy]

Nov 19, 2008

i feel ya...

[chronicemotion]

Sep 13, 2008

has he proved it yet?

[styrofoam]

Sep 6, 2008

Then for your sake - and for the benefit of him also - I hope he does manage to sort out his life so that you can both be together in the way your heart desires!

[someguy]

Aug 29, 2008

We all have our fights! The burden or beauty of love should never be kept within the heart - keep the burden of love in and it will make you sick; keep the beauty of love in and you will never truly know just how in love you are! Keep Cheerful madam :-)

[someguy]

You dare me to fill your comment box? If so, then it's 450 characters other than the 600 you stated, but if your dare is true, then I'll gladly oblige :-) And the entry - it was my own version of how the race went - it really did happen - and yes, I like racing also. Take care for now. Keep Cheerful :-)

[someguy]

:-) Hope you're well madam! Keep Cheerful :-)

[someguy]

And I know that I changed a lot during that whole year you were at Hare, but, the way you made it seem was that I wasn't going to at all. People never stay the same. I know I changed but I really just opened up. I used to be conservative and I hid a lot. I just simply opened up and became proud of what and who I truly am. You can't blame me for finding the true me and that's all I did and gladly people accepted me for just being myself.

[leadercrit]

The thing is that I never wanted to make you listen but rather have you learn to do it yourself. I knew it would've taken a lot of time because I knew you then, but I know I am a very impatient person and there was a limit to how long I was going to stick around. Fortunately, I really know how you really acted behind my back and I'm glad I did. But it tainted every good impression you've made, therefore, ending our friendship.

[leadercrit]

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[anonymous (24.62.3.82)]

...he recentlyy got his license. drove me home once even though he's not supposed to traffic people yet. whatever. he has muffinyy hair. that i'm making him grow out so he can be like super saiyan. haha. told him i liked him. even though i know he knew. i'm obvious. he said "you're still awesome, v." totallyy reminded me of youu. you're the onlyy other person who calls me v. he said nothing would change. &then he helped me with a poem for english

[styrofoam]

hmm. about this boyy. i like him. or he's reallyy nice. &cute. that's a plus. he draws. he acts like a boyy &shuts me out soemtimes when he's mad. i hate that, but sometimes, he tells me what's wrong. started talking to him back in februaryy. i commented on how shinyy his bracelet was &he gave it to me. been wearing it for a month now, at least. he has a matching one. i draw dumb picture for him. &he puts them on the cover of his binders.

[styrofoam]

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[anonymous (72.232.83.82)]

i guess the ones who youu want to notice are the same ones who never quite do. sigh. ♥verena

[anonymous (24.7.21.221)]

theyy always do that. i think it's a boyy thing.

[asphalt]

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[anonymous (72.232.234.138)]

I love Plain White T's!!! i love their song called Hate!

[kakuyo]

sorry about telling. really. but i don't recall you saying i couldn't and i wouldn't have except he was after sandra and i was worried that he wouldn't tell her and then you'd both get hurt. but you did say it was open so...i don't know. :|

[scarletsoul]

boys think everything is funnyy.
the most recent one is laughing at me this veryy moment.

i can feel it.

he likes calling me "cutie."
just to see how i would react.
he likes hugging me like i am contagious.
just to see what i would do.


he just wants to "tap myy ass."
and that is not what i want.
dammit. i don't know.



i just wish he would just scream soemthing evil about me alreadyy.

[asphalt]

but...but...you were born in 1989. your math aint right....just kidding.

[leadercrit]

i know that feeling.
i don't *think* i like this one boyy anymore.
but i just don't *know.*
&then it's frustrating becuase it seems like i *could* still like him.

eh, or maybe for me, it's an in-between kind of feeling.

but good news, this confusing boyy is not the ex.

the bad: he's had two girlfriends since we've started talking. even though he flirts with me so fucking much, but not for the last two weeks.
i dunno. hopeless??

[asphalt]

happyy [reallyy] belated birthdayy.
hope it was superfun, especiallyy with him.




he's no longer a lust, right??
i don't know, youu never told me.
i don't think.

[asphalt]

Wha???

[leadercrit]

i sometimes suddenlyy have this fleeting moment of happiness.
it's reallyy hard to explain.
when i think about it, it disappears.
i smell a sweet scent of idunnowhat &see a girl on the swings.
&then i can't breathe.
&suddenlyy i'm afraid.



it is strange.
i just had that moment of happiness.

[asphalt]

starbursts make me happyy when i am sad.
&so do cookies. &maybe ice cream.


okayy, so eating to feel happyy is apparentlyy bad.

pho is good, too.

i like it when i do the things is used to.
okayy, maybe most things.


this is the new diaryy...
&none but youu shall know. (=


[asphalt]

[asphalt]