Nov 18, 2008

i remember when we used to be all aboot sitD, its fallen off my map, cheer up dude, come to durham next year, enough ladies man to last one

[sandman]

Nov 18, 2008

ballsack!

-Adam

[sandman]

Nov 11, 2008

Hi. I just came across your entry. I'm very much alike you in your query and your concerns of the world are such like mine. If I can offer you some advice - just simply from what i've learned - is to just really stop caring about whats going on around you, whatever pace the world is moving at find your own rhythm to it, and take as much time as you need regardless of the pace of the world just to do, for you. There are decent girls out there... the one who is waving both arms saying pick me is not the one, the girl at the back of the room who go's unnoticed could have told you all along. Take care of you and it will shine through in a way that no one could bring you down if they tried.

[intricatekiss]

Oct 13, 2008

i read it.
and i love that feeling.

[cccchelsea]

Sep 6, 2008

wowwww. [i haven't come here in forever, sorry!] i just read the last....hmm 3 entries prior to this one. and well, wow. no offense, but uhh. what Kayla did [as mentioned in this entry] wassss yeahh. and btw, i hate people too. maybe not for the same reason you do, but i do. [siigh] anyhow, good luck with Jen.

[rurounifreak28]

sister of a girl you used to like in grade 7-8? hmm. i think i know the girl who you're talking about, but not the sister. :P
-andrew

[anonymous (99.252.241.73)]

Ah, sorry, now I feel stupid... I left a comment on the previous entry by accident.

[inthenude]

I just wanted to leave a comment to say that I wouldn't have criticised at all your supposedly flippant (did someone really say that kind of thing to you or was it just a thought?) break up reason. I wish I had had that kind of clarity of thought when it came to my ex, because I still have regrets more than a year after we broke up.

I hope you don't mind the comment, hopefully your mean-looking scowl in the picture isn't there to scare me off!

[inthenude]

no one is letting you in :[ that is quite awfully lonely, and i'm sorry for that :[ [sigh]. unfortunately, "i'm sorry" doesn't do very much, sometimes :[

[rurounifreak28]

this comment is directed to the entry before this one. idk if you'd have seen it if i commented down there: i'm sorry. i really am :[ and honestly, if it wasn't going anywhere [or if she wasn't making any effort] then it was good to have broken it off before it DID get worse. so screw the ppl who thought it was stupid for you to have broken up due to "just that." whatever. and it's sad [not in a bad way] that you're trying to reach out but..

[rurounifreak28]

I know you probably don't want to hear this but is she didn't love you as much as you loved her, than breaking up was the best thing. Relationships should be equal

[xxdanixx]

[check last entry for comment.]

[rurounifreak28]

aw, well that sucks :[ i'm sorry.

[rurounifreak28]

hey, if you need to, go to dreammoods.com and type in keywords in the searchbar, like ladder, or dumpster/trashcan w/e. it gives you an interpretation and it explains a hell lot to me whenever i need to figure out what my dreams mean. so yeah. i recommend it. as for the "i don't know what i'm going to do" thing, i know how that feels, unfortunately.

[rurounifreak28]

i better be on that list of ppl you can talk to! even tho im fucked up

-Adam

[anonymous (99.252.204.143)]

Dreams are so weird. Sometimes they get you thinking way too much into things, but you have to wonder where they come from and if they serve a purpose of some kind. I truly believe everyone has a destiny and the only way to find yours is to do what you feel you're called to do. Whatever you feel strongly towards, focus on that and I think you'll find where you're going, or at least where you're supposed to be. I'm adding you. Cool?

[bottledemotion]

yeah i know how that feels; when you feel something and then you don't think your friends understand you even though they say they do. which is the case for me most of the time. i just never say anything else about it afterward. [sigh] sorry about all the back-stabbing ex-friends thing.. i didn't really have any ex-friends that've backstabbed me yet.. i don't think they will, either. but that must suck :[

[rurounifreak28]

hah, i'm sorry. but that entry's funny. [no offense, i laugh at everything honestly.]

[rurounifreak28]

your lucky.. i would prolly give anything to get back what i had..

[anonymous (74.119.70.115)]

your a real asshole

[anonymous (72.141.112.144)]

wait... what happened last month? I must have missed a lot... and I'm trying not to be mean or anything, but I just have to remind you that you say that about every girl and some of them (like me) turn out to be nowhere near amazing and others (furry haired monster) probably aren't even girls. if it makes you happy, that's great, but I just don't want you to make any stupid mistakes.

[catchmyfall]

welllllll that's one thing we have in common at this moment: we're both really happy :]

[rurounifreak28]

congrats on you getting back with your g/f from 2 years ago. best luck to you 2 :]

[rurounifreak28]

ah well that's good.

[rurounifreak28]

aw, i'm so sorry! that really must've sucked!! well. she did say that she just needed to think about some things, so there still is some hope [i hope so!]. again, i'm so sorry :[

[rurounifreak28]