Life is completely different now. I dumped that jerk that I talked about in that last entry a long long time ago. Now I’m dating this guy Craig, who right now is in a group home in Lawrence. He’ll be getting out in May when I turn 18 so yeah… And this dude who I cannot name ruined part of my life for a bit and now I have my car taken away… Anyways I can’t wait til May when I finally get to be with Craig for more than a few hours at a time… He’s a really sweet guy… Well, I’ll tell more later. You know you love me!

i have a bf now. its really weird that i met him at bk, where i technically dont work right now. as soon as he saw me, he knew that he wanted to date me. i didnt. i didnt know him at all so i didnt really care, altho i had a crush on him in 9th grade. he buds with alot of my friends and my cousins, so i couldnt keep him from them. plus one of his friends is dating my cousin so yeah... yesterday was alot of fun. we have dating for about 2 weeks tomorrow. well, gots to go. school's almost out

so yea... last night i had a kinda fight with my ex, tim and that didnt turn out so well. now i think one of my best friends is kinda doubting me about being over him. HELLO? i have been over him beforeit even really began. i was afraid to fall in love, so when he was committing on me and kinda pressuring me to commit with him... or at least i think, so i broke up with him. it also didnt help that he smokes weed all the time. so yeah... other than that, one of my friends is acting like a slut but its just her style and there is nothing i can really do about it. well, luke was talking to me last night and got to talking about how he doesnt want to date someone under 18 because he doesnt want to get in trouble or anything. to tell you the truth no one would really notice if i was dating someone over 18 cus everyone already thinks im 18. but yeah, i probably wont be back on until after winter break, so write more then!

well, last night at work i met one of the new guys, david. he was being really sweet and flirting with me. i couldnt believe that he was flirting with me of all people. then he was like you have a boyfriend dont you and im like no... and at one point he called me his girlfriend. funny story to that. will tell later. but then my manager bitched at me after i got off work, so yea... then today i almost beat someone up because he wouldnt leave me alone about me being in his chair. i was in my chair but he kept say it was his since it was turned the other way. im like see the movie playing. it got turned around and this is houw its staying. well, since he was being a jerk when he asked me kinda nicely to move my chair, i told him, you know what, leave me alone. he was like i asked nicely. i turned back around and was like not before, so you know what, shut up. i used nice words since the teacher was near or else i would have used some words that me and kelsie use quite often.. at least i know i do. they are words taht we kinds amade up but at the same time are real cuss words now. so yeah... i gotta get going, so write more later!

*jenni*

well... where to begin? its been forever since ive been on here. first off i was an idiot and lost my virginity to one of the worst possible people.... Brandon... I thought i was in love, which i wasnt. in fact im really liking some of his ex best friends right now... they treat me a million times better than him.... which he treated me like i was just something for him to mess with... he acts like he cares but he doesnt. the thing that made me realize and break up with him is kinda humiliating so im not gonna tell on here. email me if you dont already know... then i have almost quit working at the big bk twice cuz one time i got into a huge fight with my assistant general manager and the now im barely getting any time in for the simple fact we have a fill in general manager. so yeah... now im really feeling lonely, especially after last night, the snow ball(winter formal) cuz everyone was either hanging on their boyfriend, talking about them, or talking about the guy they like. i have no one... at all basically cuz they either A) quit talking t ot me B) quit coming to see me and talk to me about personal stuff or C) taken by a slut/bitch. i just hate feeling lonely. i mean even tim is with someone. it really hurts me that i cant get a guy to even try to ask me out or at least act like they like me more than ten minutes... that reminds me. i want to hurt joe for leading me on time and time again. he says all these things and then when i see him he will say he was just trying to cheer me up and shit like that. well, ill write more later! love y'all!

*Jenni*

EMINEM LYRICS

"Shake That"

(feat. Nate Dogg)

[Intro - Eminem ]

Shady, Aftermath

There she goes shaking that ass on the floor

Bumpin and grindin that pole

The way she's grindin that pole

I think I'm losing control

[Verse 1 - Eminem]

Get buzzed, get drunk, get crunked, get fucked up

Hit the strip club don't forget ones get your dick rubbed

Get fucked, get sucked, get wasted, shit faceted

Pasted, blasted, puke drink up, get a new drink

Hit the bathroom sink, throw up

Wipe your shoe clean, got a routine

Knowin still got a few chunks on your shoestring

Showin I was dehydrated till the beat vibrated

I was revibed as soon as this Bitch gyrated

And hips and licked them lips and that was it

I had to get Nate Dogg here to sing some shit

[Verse 2 - Nate Dogg]

Two to the one from the one to the three

I like good pussy and I like good trees

Smoke so much weed you wouldn't believe

And I get more ass than a toilet seat

Three to the one from the one to the three

I met a bad bitch last night in the D

Let me tell you how I made her leave with me

Conversation and Hennessey

I've been to the muthafuckin mountain top

Heard muthafuckers talk, seen 'em drop

If I ain't got a weapon I'ma pick up a rock

And when I bust yo ass I'm gonna continue to rock

Getcha ass of the wall with your two left feet

It's real easy just follow the beat

Don't let that fine girl pass you by

Look real close cause strobe lights lie

[Verse 3 - Nate Dogg]

We bout to have a party (turn the music up)

Let's get it started (Go head shake your butt)

I'm lookin for a girl with a body and a sexy strut

Wanna get it poppin baby step right up

Some girls they act retarded

Some girls are bout it bout it

I'm lookin for a girl that will do whatever the fuck

I say everyday she be givin it up

[Chorus - Nate Dogg]

Shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

Come on girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

Ohh girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

Come on girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

[Verse 4 - Eminem]

I'm a menace, a dentist, an oral hygienist

Open your mouth for about four or five minutes

Take a little bit of this fluoride rinse

Swish but don't spit it, swallow and I'll finish

Yeah me and Nate d-o double g

Looking for a couple bitches with some double d's

Pop a little champagne and a couple E's

Slip it in her bubbuly, we finna finna have a party

[Verse 5 - Nate Dogg]

Have a party (turn the music up)

Let's get it started (Go head shake your butt)

I'm lookin for a girl I can fuck in my hummer truck

Apple Bottom jeans and a big Ol' slut

Some girls they act retarded

Some girls are bout it bout it

I want a bitch that sit at the crib with no panties on

Knows that she can but she won't say no

Now look at this lady all in front of me, sexy as can be

Tonight I want a slut, will you be mine?

I heard you was freaky from a friend of mine

[Bridge - Eminem]

Now I hope you don't get mad at me

But I told Nate you was a freak

He said he wants a slut, hope you don't mind

I told him how you like it from behind

[Chorus - Nate Dogg]

Shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

Cmon girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

Ohh girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

Cmon girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

We bout' to have a party (turn the music up)

Let's get it started (go ahead shake your butt)

I'm lookin for a girl with a body and a sexy strut

Wanna get it poppin baby step right up

Some girls they act retarded

Some girls are bout it bout it

I'm lookin for a girl that will do whatever the fuck

I say everyday she be givin it up

[Outro - Eminem]

There she goes, shaking that ass on the floor

Bumpin and grindin that pole

The way she's grindin that pole

I think I'm losing control

God, come one

[Eminem makes noises]

I ain't leavin' without you bitch

Coming home with me

And my boy, and his boy, and his boy, and his gurl

haha, Nate Dogg

[deep breathing]

"Far Away"

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

[CHORUS]

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

well, im so lonely and sad and bored and... all these other emotions right now. i can barely talk to my bf now because of this phone bill his parents got recently. i have an ex that keeps calling me wanting to hang. i only have two good pieces of news. i ahve a new friend, kelli, and i might be getting a raise.

im really sad since i cant talk to my bf of two months and some days. for awhile i thought that he was mad at me and stuff... idk, and ive been crying myself to sleep and being really mopey and stuff... and then comes the ex to my rescue... well not really, but he did make me feel some better. he got grounded tho because sunday, he didnt stay at the house that he was suppose to... but anyways, i really need my bf right now because my mom is starting to accuse me of things, and yea... plus im gonna be super lonely now, cus i have to go home soon. well, i better shut up and talk to him!

SHINEDOWN LYRICS

"Save Me"

I got a candle

And I've got a spoon

I live in a hallway with no doors

And no rooms

Under a windowsill

They all were found

A touch of concrete within the doorway

Without a sound

Someone save me if you will

And take away all these pills

And please just save me if you can

From my blasphemy in my wasteland

How did I get here

And what went wrong

Couldn't handle forgiveness

Now I'm far beyond gone

I can hardly remember

The look of my own eyes

How can I love this a life so dishonest

It made me compromise

Someone save me if you will

And take away all these pills

And please just save me if you can

From my blasphemy in my wasteland

Jump in the water

Jump in with me

Jump on the altar

Lay down with me

The hardest question to answer

Is why

Why

Someone save me if you will

And take away all these pills

And please just save me if you can

From my blasphemy in my wasteland

Someone save me

Someone save me

Somebody save me

Somebody save me

Please don't erase me

HINDER LYRICS

"Lips Of An Angel"

Honey why are you calling me so late

It's kinda hard to talk right now

Honey why are you crying is everything okay

I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight

And yes I've dreamt of you too

And does he know you're talking to me

Will it start a fight

No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

(And I never wanna say goodbye)

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

Honey why are you calling me so late