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and then August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm





this is the end: find me.
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and then August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm





this hurts far too much for me to be okay.
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i would August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm


anytime i have to think about him i want to die. but first i think about all the ways i want to kill him, and it scares me.

how horrible i could be.
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i hope August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm


but when you talk about him, and the fact he's moving back
i worry you will leave me for him.

or you're going to cheat on me, and i promised myself so long ago that if you ever did that [ again... ] i'd leave, without saying a word, because there's nothing to say to it. but thinking about it, i don't know if i could handle the pain of leaving you, and i'd stay with you, and i'd how hurt i would be.


but i get scared, because sometimes it seems so plausible you'd leave me for someone else. even if you tell me i'm dumb when i talk about it.
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