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I know what to do? |
February 22nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Apparently I never update...lol
Well here's an update.
There.
love
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January 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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It seems nobody reads these entries anyways...which is okay, I suppose, because I'm a rather uninteresting person anyways.
I got a sweet hoodie/coat today. And I saw Harry Potter. And I went out to Dinner. All of which were with Christine. mmm
anyways, I'm just killing time right now because I don't have anything to do but for some reason I feel that I'm not meant to go to bed just right yet.
peace
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7! |
January 1st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Hello....not much to say...
other than the fact that today is the 7th month! Yay
7 is a cool number.
xxxx
brady |
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Bring on the ART! |
December 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Hello, and I suppose this will be my..er...Christmas entry.
I got some sweet things this year. I'm particularly excited about the art stuff Christine and her parents got me (book, pencil set, sketchbooks, magnet poetry).
I'm getting into sketching...and it's way different than computerized art. However, I've managed to incorporate the best of both worlds...I take my sketches and add color to them on the computer and make them look kinda like paintings. However, none of the imagery itself is computerized...only the color....
so, without any further ado, my pictures...
 Christine's drawing, my color added
 My drawing, my coloring
 My drawing, my coloring...sorry about the bad picture quality...I used a stupid webcam to take the picture of my sketches.
I also got some sweet shirts from Christine (she even made me a really cool one with lots of spatterpaint pink and purple dots)...as well as some SWEET lipchap and a pair of hott funky socks (plus the art stuff and poetry magnets).
However...the cutest and most thoughtful gift she got me was...a journal filled with her entries to me since October 1st...it's SOO Cute and its SUCH a sweet journal...thanks, Babe :) :D...I HAD THE AWESOMEST CHRISTMAS EVER!
You're so thoughtful...and I love every single gift you got me...they are truly things I will use for a long time, and the journal will definately be one of my most treasured possessions for a long time to come.
I love you.
XXX
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Morning. |
December 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Good morning to all...I'm in a good mood
-Christmas is almost here
-The Christmas BREAK is almost here
-Christine is sleeping at my house for a couple days during the break
-I get paid this Friday
-I'm doing something this Friday
-We're doing social dance in gym (and my secret crush dropped in the class by a coincidence that she has a spare...I hope I can dance with her, but I'm nervous about holding her hand)
-I've felt it every day of the week so far. :D
yeah, music is fun. and making it is more fun. and just...seeing somebody every day that's equally happy to see ME every day is...well, more than I could ask for. i love you. a really lot.
XXXXXX
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Meh |
December 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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This week hasn't been very good.
I've had lots of discussions with Christine, on the more serious side of things, as well as lots of arguing with my parents, et al., plus I have a project due Monday and lots of school stuff on my mind....
You know, it's true that life's a rollercoaster...it's like...one minute you love every minute of your life and you can't imagine yourself being any happier, and you're perfectly content with your existence...and then something happens and turns that around, and I end up becoming a really pensive kid who gets pissed off at everybody and everything, and I always end up putting my foot in my mouth over the stuff I say to people. Sometimes I don't even mean it. It's like...my words are just the product of chemicals in my brain reacting with each other, which, as a result, causes me to feel different than my usual - and hence lowering my levels of choices, consequence, and saying rational and doing rational things...and yeah, my sentence structure sucks right now but I don't really feel like rereading this...
I don't know what to say right now. Everything's different than it used to be. And yet nothing's changed. Logically speaking, something HAD to have changed, otherwise it wouldn't be this way...but if nothing is evident, then it has to be some really small subconscious splinter in my mind that has managed to wedge itself so deeply that all traces of its existence manifest as a seemingly naturally-ocurring emotion.
Then there's the non-scientific approach...just saying that I act the way I act when I feel like it...which is really open-ended....because in actuality, we DO have chemicals in our brain, which DO influence our choices, which DO shape who we are...so theoretically there's no such thing as being "who we are" in a sense; we are merely fuctioning as the visible and interactive answer to a chemical question formed unconsciously by our brains. Our personality is simply the result of an equation. A number of reactions.
Yeah, I'm feeling deep right now, but I can't talk to anybody about it.
I just don't understand people sometimes. I don't understand why people make big deals of things. Or little deals of things. I don't understand why people live off of a clock, when in fact time is just another form of measurement...people don't live their life on other forms of measurement...why should time be an exception? Life happens.
People can be the best and worst thing to happen to you.
I sometimes wish I could take back something I said, or something I thought, or something I did...because some people don't take anything as the reason I intended it. But yeah...these wishes are not new wishes on the face of the earth, and I'm sure I'm just one of the many numbers of people who want these things....but we all know, we cannot move backwards in our lives. We only move forward, at a constant and steady pace.
But only sometimes do we want to move forward.
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Halloween is amidst... |
October 30th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Yeah, I really should be putting more entries in. I guess this is the first real opportunity I've had for a while...I'm out and about a lot of the time these days.
On the note of Halloween, it reminds me...there are some cool Days to look forward to coming up...I mean, there's Halloween, and then after that, it's..well...Christmas, and then Boxing Day and the new year, and then ValenTINE's day...so that'll be sweet. (L)
Anyhow...not much is really new. Really. I'm going to be UBER busy performance-wise in the next next week...
Mon- I play for a police conference in a 5-piece quintet
Tues-Academic Awards
Wed-Play at the university
Thurs-Open House performance
Fri-Leave for a jazz/concert festival (Fri, Sat, Sun...I play lots...)
ITS GOING TO BE SO FUN!
And plus I'll be spending my time with two of my most favorite people ever....Shire and Christine. But we all know who I'm looking forward to spending time with most. Why, Kelvin, of course.
So I finally tried a long-awaited-by-some fauxhawk the other day...not a punk-inspired one; more of an art-inspired one...I like it. I also like sraight spikes....like, not all going straight up, but straight...if you know what I mean.
I downloaded a really sweet soundtrack by my FAVORITE movie composer (Alan Silvestri)...it's from CONTACT...and I'm listening to it right now...it's beautiful. There's something about strings and movie music that goes so well together...especially the way Alan phrases everything. It's explosive. And aurally inspiring. I feel like doing art now.
Anyways, there's not really much else to say.
The last couple days have been really sweet. It's awesome when I spend my whole days (or close to whole days) with the people that matter to me most...it's like...if you surround your spirit by great inspiration....it's good for you. Well, me. Good for you=second person.
Anyhow....'nough said.
Peace
-brady
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School off Tomorrow |
October 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I haven't been OUT out for a while now, and tomorrow I'm going to Chinook! Yayy and I'm getting ice cream! Yaayy...I dunno what else.
I'm in a really great mood right now. Hopefully tomorrow is really awesome, but yeah...lol I'm so boring.
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October 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Today was like...such an awesome day.
I'm soo tired right now, so I'm going to have to try and be concise, but...
I went out to dinner
I got some sweet Christmas ideas
And other stuff you can leave your imagination to.
LX AZAD!:D
peace
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Painting |
October 6th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Recently I've gotten into digital painting and modeling. It's really fun (duh) and I'm actually considering a career doing some sort of graphics work (art director, special effects artist, etc.)...sweet.
NOt really much is new...school is still going along sweet, and so is everything with Christine, so I don't really have anything to complain about.
We're going to Canmore for festival, and that's going to be sweet, only Greg's on our bus and Christine doesn't like him, so, yeah.
And I'm getting into the habit of going to the Y at least three times a week (unless I have to work on projects or something)...
As opposed to feeling like school was a heavyweight at the beginning of the year, I've gotten more used to it and am finding that it's easier to have a life than it was in Junior High. Interesting, isn't it?
Well, I'm going to go now. Peace.
-brady
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