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September 6th, 2008 @ 9:18am |
This week has been one of the busiest and most stressful weeks of my life.
First I had a horrible experience with the bank.
I got a courtesy call about my checking account so I decided to check online.
Negative $560.
For no reason at all.
I cried. I was so mad that I cried. And they called and left me a message that said "Well it looks like you made a transfer so everything should be fine now"
So I'm out 600 dollars for no effing reason. I have about 200 dollars left to my name right now.
I owe about $100 on my herbergers card and about $400 on my visa...
So I may need to take out a loan.
And stop spending money.
Basically what I've been spending my money on is Randy.
He relapsed and I had to get him out of where he was. He was staying with drug dealers and started drinking and smoking pot again. It was not a good situation obviously, plus he was dealing it too.
Well I promised him a place to go, with Melissa, but it turns out that that wasn't gonna work out. So, Alana's house? No. Brittany's house? No.
We had nowhere to go and I wasn't just going to let him sleep anywhere so we went to an effing hotel. Stayed there for 2 nights, but it was fun. That was $150 though... Well, he found a place to live with one of his friends but everyone in that house smoked pot and drinks also so he didn't want to be there and I didn't want him there either.
So. Now we were completely screwed.
He needed somewhere to stay for 2 months. Until he leaves for the navy.
Well, having no other options, I called my dad. And I begged and begged because he really was my last resort. And he said no.
I was crying. I walked to the car and Randy asked me whats wrong.
How could I tell him?
I had to because it involved him.
I kept trying to say it but I just couldn't. And he didn't even know that Britt's mom had said no.
So I was crying, looked at him and just said "I feel so bad because I have to look you in the eyes and tell you that you have no where to go."
Of course he didn't want me to feel bad so he was comforting but I knew it was upsetting.
We were supposed to go over to Britt's still anyways so we went.
I was still sad and I explained the hole thing to Britt and started crying again. She felt so bad. But we just sat around and talked for a while. Until Sharron got home.
Sharron got home and talked to Randy for a little bit and we got ready to go, all of us went outside and Randy went to wait in the car while I was going to finish talking to Britt.
She went over to the car and came back in about 5 minutes, crying. She said that he was crying, in the car, by himself. Well, Sharron came out and saw how upset we all were and said it would be perfectly fine if he wanted to stay in the downstairs apartment. Well I talked to him and calmed him down, hopefully made him feel better.
Well he had a friend that said could he could stay with them so he stayed there for the night.
Today was really good though because he decided that he would stay with Britt and so he moved all his stuff there and we went to buy groceries and sat in the adorable little basement apartment and ate pizza and watched the office until Britt came home and we all just chilled.
He likes it. Says its awkward as hell, but it probably will be for a while...
I'm just so glad that he's finally settled and that everything can get even better from here basically.
I have to work again today. I work everyday next week except Sunday and Monday.
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August 30th, 2008 @ 12:13am |
I was doing so well there for a while.
It seemed that life was finally cutting me a break.
I was actually HAPPY.
Everything was going well....
... and now....
It slaps me.
Right in the face.
Randy has been acting so weird!
He's gone for like 2 weeks after we hung out everyday for like 2 weeks.
Then he FINALLY calls me and talks to me for like 15 minutes and says he'll call me back and he never does.
Well I finally see him today, after about 2 weeks, and I just kinda yelled at him...
And he hardly talked to me.
He acted like he just didn't care at all.
And he's hanging out with Alana again. They're almost dating... kinda. Which is the only way I can get a hold of him.
He's never at home and deleted his myspace page...
So there is literally no way of getting in touch with him. It sucks!
I just really don't know what happened!
He was so happy and doing so well there for a while and now... its just weird.
So.
I don't know what to do.
Oh well.
I can't do anything about it really, Alana said she'd call me sometime when they hang out.
WHATEVER!
Ugh.
Then my cat is sick.
He's been losing weight and just pooping where ever and when ever so I feel bad.
He's so old that my mom thinks we just need to put him to sleep.
That's really upsetting.
He's been with me for like the past 15 years...
Its way to sad.
It really is.
Ugh.
And now Jeff's being weird. I don't know what that's all about...
I'm just waiting for him to talk to me, I'm not going to do anything extra anymore.
Ugh.
Life makes me sad.
It's sooo hard.
But, college is fun.
I like it.
Except for the fact that Jesse's there and he's a retard.
Ugh.
You know what?
Eff my life.
I'm just going to sit in a corner and rot.
Eff
Eff
Eff
My life.
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August 27th, 2008 @ 10:41pm |
Listening to: Jason Mraz - O. Lover
Feeling: sad
I started school.
I love it.
It's like a hundred-thousand times better than high school. Oh wow.
I can't even explain.
No more parent port-hole. No more excused/un-excused abcenses.
Just take care of yourself.
Do your own thing.
AhhhhHHhhh. It's so nice.
I work like a billion hours next week though and that kinda sucks.
I have a sociology paper due on the 11th already. On breaking a norm.
But my art in digital photography class should be kinda fun even though Jesse's in it and it's 3 hours long...
Yeah.
Well.
Biology sucks. With Trevor Johnson. It's so weird. He talks really quiet and acts like we already know all this stuff and it's going to be a lame class. I have a quiz in it on Wednesday already.
That sucks.
Dad owes me 395 dollars for books and supplies. I really want to get a laptop too, I know for sure that I need a Word program for papers and stuff.
Yeah, other than that nothings really new.
Bailey and I are going to the high school on Friday, gonna see Mlle Dayskaday and want to stop by and see Aaker. Those two would be it though, I think.
Sandra wants me to work but I'll just get there when I get there so I'm not too worried. The shift they want me to cover is a 4 to 9 so anytime I show up is great.
Yeah.
How's the taste of your own medecine?
Ignore.
Ignore.
Ignore.
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August 23rd, 2008 @ 7:55pm |
Yeah.
Well.
So.
I went to Tropic Thunder last night.
It was okay.
I should've known not to get my hopes up because you're such a disappointment, but I was actually really, really upset that you just didn't show up. Didn't call. Didn't even bother to text.
F*ck You.
Anyways...
Randy gets back tomorrow.
Hurray!
I work about 40 hours this week.
Work tomorrow open to close.
Again.
For the second day.
In.
A.
Row.
Eff my effing life.
And then... BAM! It drops off to 10 hours next week.
Because [effmylife] I start school on Monday.
Wow.
It's over.
Summer's gone.
Just like that.
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August 19th, 2008 @ 11:20pm |
It's weird how things can take such a turn. 2 years ago I don't think I could've told you it would be like this.
I got registered today for my classes at the ridge. Should be a good time.
Or not.
I'm not really sure what to say...
I want to say SO much to you but you wont talk to me.
Please.
I'm begging you.
Just hang out with me for once.
Maybe just one more time.
I miss you. A lot.
I miss the way things used to be. The way you used to be.
I accept the fact that things change. I accept you for who you are but I don't think you're giving me a chance.
Just hear me out.
Please.
Get in touch with me.
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August 15th, 2008 @ 12:32pm |
Today is the 15th. Do you know what that means?
That means that exactly 2 weeks ago we would be moving into our own apartment.
I would be away from here.
Safe, at home, happy.
Oh well, just another testiment of how things don't work out most times.
But anyways, Melissa needs a new place to live, something about her apartment people stopped paying the mortgage or something like that so she'll be moving out.
So thats a possibility.
But Randy got a job at Best Buy and has been working there for about 2 weeks. He really likes it so far and gets paid well.
We've hung out everyday for the past 3 weeks and it's been so fun.
Everyone really likes him and he really likes all of us. He feels really accepted and happy which makes me feel good.
I knew he'd get along with us, and he needs to have sober friends.
He is a really sweet kid with a good heart. He's really smart too. Just awesome to hang out with.
LINDSEY HAS A JOB!
She started work today at the Dairy Queen and is excited about that so thats pretty cool.
I went to the college to take my accuplacer tests and totally bombed the math part but did okay on the other stuff.
It's really exciting, starting school.
I'll be happy to be meeting new people and getting back into a normal schedule.
Bailey and I are going to St. Cloud sometime next week so that'll be fun!
Everythings starting to look up, I've just got a little bit left to square away.
I don't understand why Jeff got mad at me like 4 days after we went to St. Cloud...
Could've just told me then, but, oh wait, he used me for a ride so he HAD to be nice to me then. Couldn't use me otherwise.
We had a great day and then he just doesn't talk to me again. Oh well... Life goes on.\
I gotta get some lunch. I think me and Laura are going to do something because I don't work today. Yay.
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Another Survey:
What was the last thing you bought?
COLD STONE! In St. Cloud.
What time did you go to sleep last night?
1:45
When's your birthday?
Octoder 5th
Prefer older BF/GF or younger?
probably older
Why do you think relationships fail?
Wow, thats such a weird question...
What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
checked my phone. Cursed my grandma.
Who was the last person who called you?
Lindsey
If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
I'm tired, or nervous that I'm being judged. Or angry. Or have nothing to say.
Are you taller than your mom?
I don't think so... I think we're like the same height. About.
Are you an emotional person?
Depends on what subject. On what day. On whatever the circumstances are.
Do you want to get married & have children one day?
I want to get married now, but I don't want kids for a loong time.
What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
Getting all the clearance from the cities put out at work.
Are you close with your mom?
Kinda. Not physically cause she's like 4 hours away...
Are you happy right now?
Not really.
No.
Do you like to cuddle?
Kinda. I'm not a touchy-feely person.
Whats your favorite number?
either 5 or 7
What did you eat last?
my mediocre lunch for my mediocre life
How is the weather right now?
effing gross. All sticky and stuff.
Piercings?
5 in my ears.
Are you allergic to anything?
Nope
What did you do to get your first detention?
Never got detention in my life
Did you talk to anyone on the phone before bed last night?
I think I was texting Laura, talked to Jeff and Josh on MSN. Talked to Josh on facebook like right before.
Do you try to start fights when you're drunk?
I've never been drunk or had an alcoholic drink in my life.
How are you feeling today?
A little lame.
Neurotic.
My moods switch every 5 minutes pretty much.
How many cousins total do you have?
approximatley 20 or 30
Are you a dog or cat person?
Cat person for sure
Do you know someone in the war?
Ryan's brother? But I never really met him. So. No, not really. Some kids in basic training...
Did you get at least eight hours of sleep last night?
I think almost exactly.
What's the longest amount of time you've been on an airplane?
On the way to France was like a billion hours. or like 12
What time did you wake up this morning
My effing Grandma woke me up around 9:30 I think.
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
I don't really know...
Good question.
Where do you wish you were right now?
In the past. When I used to be sincerely happy.
What items could you not go without during the day?
probably my effing Cell Phone. Stupid thing. And thats about it..
Last hug?
Today, around 11ish, I gave Melissa a hug! She's so cool.
How do you feel about your life right now?
It's ridiculous. I'm losing it. I feel like I have hardly any friends, I HATE where I live, I'm trying to find a roommate who wont ditch me before we even move in, I register for effing classes in a week. Ugh. It's too much.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
I don't know.
Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend or boyfriend?
I think I'm probably the worst girlfriend ever.
Have you dated someone older than you?
yeah
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Eff no.
Are you a forgiving person?
Eff no. Again.
Are you a jealous person?
Extremely, but I'm working on it.
What's annoying you right now?
A shorter answer would be whats not annoying me right now.
Everything annoys me, pretty much.
Have you ever kissed someone on your top 8?
No.
Are you moving anytime soon?
I effing wish.
Hate my life.
What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Looking for an apartment, hanging out with Randy, Meeting new people and hopefully making new friends, going to St. Cloud with Bailey.
What color are your eyes?
Ocean blue?
Where is your favorite place to be?
Anywhere but at my current place of living. Probably my grandparents farm. On the canoe. On the lake.
Anywhere near a lake, or a beach.
Where is your least favorite place to be?
The place that I'm living right now.
Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
I don't even want to think about it.
Eff my life.
I scan the letters. Wishing one of them was from you to me. I'm lying to myself.
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Answer all the questions honestly.
Starting time: 2:07
Name:
Samantha Jo Johnson.
Sisters:
Lindsey.
Brothers:
no real ones
Eye Color:
bright blue.
Height:
5'6".
What are you wearing right now?
Silvers and a T-shirt Lindsey gave me for my birthday like forever ago.
Where do you live?
willmar, unfortunatley with my grandparents... looking for an apartment soon.
Favorite Number?
5 or 7.
Favorite Drink?
Coke
***********Have You Ever***************
Loved someone so much it made you cry?
Kinda... not really. I don't cry.
Been in a police car?
I think so... Once. But it was a ride, not because I was in trouble.
Been on a plane?
A billion times
Been in a hot tub?
yeah.
Swam in the ocean?
yeah, a couple times
Fallen asleep in school?
Nope, honestly never.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
Pretty much.
Saved e-mails?
Yeah, I have a save folder in my email thing!
Been cheated on?
no
***********What is****************
Your room like?
Looks like I could be moving out anyday... it sucks.
What is the last thing you ate?
Cereal. With Randy! at my dads
*****************Do You*****************
Believe in love at first sight?
If I didn't I wouldn't be in love with someone different like every 2 minutes.
Like picnics?
Yeah! Went on a ton last year!
Like school?
Sometimes...
*****************Questions*****************
Who was the last person you texted?
Laura
Who makes you smile?
My friends; Randy, Laura, Brittany, Lindsey, Jeff, Adam, and Brady! Sarah, Chad, Josh, and a bunch of others too.
*****************Who*****************
Did you last yell at?
Probably Laura. But it wasn't mean.
Do you like filling these out?
When the mood strikes me, yes.
Do you like yourself?
For the most part, kinda. It's pretty 50/50. I don't like being alone with myself though.
*****************Final Questions*****************
Last text message says?
From my grandma it says "Helloooo. G"
Lame.
What are you listening to right now?
SCRUBS! Its on TV.
What did you do today?
Well, its still early, but so far I went out to the college and was there for about half an hour then went to the library and picked up my lil Randy cause I knew he'd be there, went to my dad's house and chilled then dropped Randy off at aftercare. Gonna go out and pick him up around 4 again and we'll chill or somethin.
Good singer?
I like to think so. Sometimes.
Are you the oldest?
Yeah!
Indoors or outdoors?
Both, but rather outside. On a lake, in a lake, around a lake. Anything like that.
*****************Today did you*****************
Talk to someone you like?
Nope, well, I like my friends but not like a crush type thing...
Get sick?
Nope, kinda felt like it.
Sing?
Of course. I've been in the car.
Talked to an ex?
Eff no.
Miss someone?
Yeah, my mom. I want her to move back.
*****************Last person who*****************
You talked to on the phone?
Brittany Polzin!
Made you cry?
Probably Jeff. Yeah. Definatley.
You went to the mall with?
Laura and Randy
Been to Mexico?
Yeah
Been to Canada?
Yeah
Been to Africa?
No!
*****************Random*****************
What books are you reading right now?
None. Just got done reading Possible Side Effects by Augsten Burroghs. Awesome book. Stole it from Lindsey.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
No, real animals.
What's under your bed?
Nothing.
Favorite sport to watch?
Swimming, basketball, hockey.
Favorite location?
France. Or my grandma's pond, on the canoe.
Who do you really hate?
Micheal Yule. Phil Weitzel. Jesse Textly. Brandi Bohdin. The list can really go on and on.
Do you have a job?
Unfortunatley, Herbin it up. Herbergers for exaclty 2 years on Oct 9th 2008.
Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?
Oh yeah. HAROLD! But thats not like, its LOVE! He's my soul mate and the only reason I don't have a chance is because he's gay :(
Are you lonely right now?
Yeah, kinda...
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| IT Had To Be You |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: Motion City Soundtrack
Feeling: apathetic
I'll get lost, messed up and bored when I'm alone too long
I can't sleep, function or eat when I'm not with someone
Late last fall, she ended it all and moved to who-knows-where
Just like that, she vanished and packed and never even called
Do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me?
A kind of macabre and somber Wondertwin type of harmony
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool,
Kicking and screaming and pretending we were wrong
Let's get wrecked on pop tarts and sex and see the Taj Mahal
Let's save birds from Prince William Sound and skateboard through the mall
Let's fight crime with mangoes and limes and join the PGA
Let's win big with every spin but hurry, I can't wait
Do you spend a fortune on those late night prepaid television scams
In search of the perfect blender, steak knife and non-stick frying pan?
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Thinking we were completely wrong
It seemed like a dream
A beautiful scream
That echoed forever
And made us not afraid to feel a thing
And after it ends
We'll try to be friends
They say that what doesn't kill us makes us who we are
All this time and everything's changed but I still feel the same
All good things eventually end and get washed down the drain
What a disaster it would be if you discovered that I cared
A little too much for friends but not enough to share
What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Now that I'm sure that I was wrong
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
It had to be you.
I knew it was you.
Main Entry: cooperation
Part of Speech: noun
Definition: Joint work toward a common end.
Synonyms: coaction, collaboration, teamwork
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Laura told me something I needed to hear from someone else last night.
She basically told me that I need to stop being "one of the guys" because its not doing me very well.
I fall in love every 2 minutes but my problem is they fall in love with my personality and not the rest of me...
I'm going to try to take Laura's advice. I'm going to start doing my hair a little bit and wearing my make-up again because I do have a lot of it and it would be fun.
I'm not finished with this entry but I gotta go. Finish it later.
(One entire day later)
Okay, so, yesterday I got a little distracted and didn't have time to finish.
Yesterday I worked 5 to 8:30, which is the stupidest little shift ever but oh well.
After that I went over to Bailey's and we printed out the pictures to go on our bags which we then went to pick up Laura and headed to my dad's because he bought food!
So I made us some dinner and we made our bags.
My bag turned out okay, not as great as I pictured, but oh well. What can ya do.
I work 2 to 8 today, and it just has to be senior day.
Ugh. I hate senior day. All the freaking old people and they're akways so crabby even though they're getting like 100 things for like 3 dollars.
But really. I hope you are really okay, like you say you are. Because I really am worried... We want you to hang out with us again.
My next tattoo is going to be like next week already.
I'm excited. It's gonna be on my right shoulder and it's gonna say "Life is what you make it" and I'm going to hide the date May 3rd, 2003 in it somewhere because that was the last day my mom ever took a drink. And there's going to be a dove, because Brittany already has a dove, Laura's going to get a different dove, and then we'll all have Doves.
Not matching doves, but all of us will have doves. I think it's kinda a cool idea. I mean, we have been best friends for the last 3 years.
I've been hanging out with Randy more. We've been talking about being roommates for the upcoming school year.
Mom's going out to the college today and then I have to meet with them on the 7th.
I need to find a new job... Kmart is looking pretty good right about now... I would love to do that merchandising job that Bailey told me about... That's be pretty ballin.
Ugh. Better go hang out with Mom for a bit, she's just chillin upstairs.
Main Entry: identity
Part of Speech: noun
Definition: The set of behavioral or personal characteristics by which an individual is recognizable.
Synonyms: individualism, individuality, selfhood
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Oh god, we had fun today.
I used my new hair straightener and it just poofed my hair all out...
Ugh. Stupid thing.
I didn't do anything until 4 and Josh, Brittany, and I met at Best Buy because Randy got done with work at 4.
We basically kidnapped him and drove to Bellgrade for the parade that Laura was in and it was ridiculous but still fun.
We decided to head for home and we were trying to decide on what to eat and Josh suggested grilling so we went to Cash Wise.
Got some stuff and headed out to Robbin's Island. We enjoyed a nice lunch of hot dogs prepared by chef Josh who pee'd all over everything and then cooked us hot dogs with a stick.
It was very entertaining.
Then Laura got back into town and by then we had made our way over to the fair, which was a complete waste of time and 6 dollars.
Oh well.
We went to get Laura and then went to the park over by Menards. We just talked and chilled and stuff, hung out. Went to Arby's and Larua got some food and whatnot.
Then we had to go in search of my sister who had NO CLUE where she effing was! Got her home and then rushed Randy home so he wouldn't be late. But he was, by 15 minutes.
It was a very fun day, laughing and being dumb, but completely sober. And, according to Randy, thats pretty impressive.
It was, overall, a very good day.
I had fun.
Poor Jeff doesn't leave the basement...
Oh well, whatever floats your boat I guess.
Main Entry: malleable
Part of Speech: adjective
Definition: Capable of being shaped, bent, or drawn out, as by hammering or pressure.
Synonyms: ductile, flexible, flexile, flexuous, moldable, plastic, pliable, supple, workable
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Eff Eff Eff my life.
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Life (doing generals)
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It's been a long week.
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Survey
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IT Had To Be You
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Riding in cars with boys
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Hoping You're Really "Okay".
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200th entry//Weekend At...
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Serenity
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I Wish I Knew What To Say
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Why am I mad?
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The Pretender.
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Burrrrn.
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Sonshine
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Apartment Troubles
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John Hancock, ha, it's Herbie...
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Happy Effing Fourth.
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No One Really Believes Us.
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The Herbergers Experience.
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Update...
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Saying Goodbye.
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Can Anybody Help Me?
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Well Well.
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the new scanners!
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Graduation Day
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Once again, here I am.
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Why worry?
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Spazz Down...
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I think I can...
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You will make it out. You...
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We live on front porches...
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I can't make things better
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Ugh, Life = Hard.
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N'importe quoi
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No one updates...
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Everything's Magic
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This is our song
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Life sucks, then you die.
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House Rules
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wow
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you know how to hurt us most
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You might want to read this...
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this is retarded
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school registration
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I miss those times
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Your Eyes Look Like They've...
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I'm so sick
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Wow. 90 day house arrest
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Who?
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Trust is a weird thing
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Prom
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I CAN'T DO THIS!
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4/6/07 Meet The Robinsons
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Suckers from Disneyland!
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I miss them
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You said we we're an accident...
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I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE!
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Busted Open//Split In 2
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I want this to work.
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I'm on fire and now I think...
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Your just a lost cause
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1boy 1girl 2hearts their world
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Friends = Amazing
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Why don't you open up your...
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I still know the way to make...
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if you really want me you...
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Is he mute?
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Am I the "people pleaser"?
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disappointments the name -...
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Being crushed... it's not the...
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Best Week Ever
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worst day ever, pt 2
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No good can come of this...
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Jesse is a douche
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Everything sucks
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When Michael Talks...3
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When Michael Talks...2
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When Michael Talks...
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to the point of...
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Um...? Yeah...
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Halo. D*mn You.
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Effed Up Family... Like the...
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13O things // stole this from...
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Um. What?
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Best Friends!
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Moving ... with a twist//Hey...
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Lonely little town.
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...
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finally, it works again!
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Just 2 more letters.....
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Nothing to write about.
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A day without a mexican?
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Stoopid NLS kids make me laugh
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silly dork
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EGGS!
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...worst day ever...
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Pee Wee Herman and his chair...
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self-bias?
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make me sick
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...wow...
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Hi Eric
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What a freako.
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CRUZANDOPALOOZA!
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You want to see my WHAT?!
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Wow.
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Those silly Bradys.
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Knife me...like in those...
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BEAVERS
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what the puck? - Rene
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What a spaz nerd.
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DDDDDD-Dope dope
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Ouch Man
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SAVE AUSTIRA AND HUNGARY!
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The Envelope Please....
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Old people party naked in hot...
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If we eat counct chocula,...
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Luge: the sport where even if...
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...so I danced around his...
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Hunny, you look like a...
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Mid-morning Tony Danza Show...
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Happines? or side effect of...
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Thanks
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Christmas Eve
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I am no one
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relient k lyrics = how I feel
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wishes don't come true in the...
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its all downhill from here
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nothing really ....
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everythings good on the...
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It's been a while
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pRep fest!
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hmph
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everythings a muss round here!
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school, moving, swimming! AGH!
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*sigh*
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...dissapointment...
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well well ...
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*~official~*
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ValleyfaiR RockeD
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FUN!
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work sucks, I know
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Valley Fair
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CoNfUsEd
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uhhhhhhh
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sisters birthday
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computer sucks
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moving
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a lot happened
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thats funny
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oh my gosh!
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First entry!!
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