21 [xO.]
Listening to: Korn - Twist
Feeling: wasted
We were all alone when I finally made a pass at you. . . It didn't work, && no, it never does - - But you know how I do.


Do I have to spell it out to you or scream it in your face? Oh, the chemistry between us could destroy this place. ♥


I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real //* What if I r i p p e d your heart apart at the seams x/3 Maybe then you'd know how I feel. . .


I can honestly say :; That I never, ever, ever felt this way. Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin . . . These are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin. ♥


[So don't go worrying about me]
||It's not like I think about you constantly||
S o m a y b e I d o :; but that SHOULDN'T affect your life anymore.
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19 [xO.]
Listening to: From First to Last - Note to Self
Feeling: placid
Haha. Okay. You people REALLY need to find something better to do with your lives than talk about Katherine & Spencer. Jesus fucking Christ. It's none of your business. =] & I'm sick of it. Just stop. They aren't going out for your fucking information. Cause she broke up with him because he's a fucker. Yeah. Now you people have the fucking story. Kthxbye.






Ah. Jackie - -*`'» I love you very, very muchhhh. =] You're a cool cat. =P
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20 [xO.]
Listening to: Bubble Pop Electric - Gwen Stefani
Feeling: longing
Bored, so it's time for surveysss. x3


[[ABOUT YOU]]

Your full name:: Victoria Rose Claire Andersen
Age:: 14.. 15 in October.
Height:: 5'1.5"
Natural hair colour:: Hmm.. lmfao. Idk. Like, medium brown.
Eye colour:: Bluish/Green.
Number of siblings:: 5
Glasses/contacts?:: Nopeee.
Piercings:: I have 6.. 1st & 2nd holes, the thingy in between the cartilidge & lobe.. & the cartilidge.
Tattoos:: None, yet.
Braces?:: Never.

[[FAVOURITE]]

Colour:: Black, yellow, hot pink, && gray.
Band:: Hmm Fall Out Boy. . . Yeah.
Song:: Autumn's Monologue
Stuffed animal:: Bunny Foo Foo. Lmfao.
Video game:: THE KARIOKE ONE!!
TV show:: Uhh? Viva La Bam.
Movie:: Hmm. . . Benny && Joon.
Book:: The Truth About Forever or Perks.
Food:: Tacos.. && nachoes.
Game on a cell phone:: Tetris.
CD cover:: Oh mann.. umm. The old Fall Out Boy.. cause there's Patrick. ;]
Flower:: Rose.
Scent:: Vanilla.
Animal:: Pit bull.
Comic book:: Don't have one.
Cereal:: Life or Apple Jacks.
Website:: ElJay.
Cartoon:: Umm.. Spongebob? Lmfao. Idk.

[[DO YOU]]

Play an instrument?:: Hells no.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: No way Jose.
Like to sing?:: Of course.
Have a job?:: E to the double u no.
Have a cell phone?:: Nah.
Like to play sports?:: Some of them.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Nope.
Have a crush on someone?:: Of course.
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: Nope.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: Yes.
Have any special talents/skills?:: Psh, no.
Excercise daily?:: Lmfao. What a laugh & a half.
Like school?:: Sometimes.

[[CAN YOU]]

Sing the alphabet backwards?:: Hmm.. if I try hard.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: Haha, no.
Speak any other languages?:: Psh, no.
Go a day without food?:: Hell fucking no.
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: Yes.
Read music, not just tabs?:: Nope.
Roll your tongue?:: Yes.
Eat a whole pizza?:: No way.

[[HAVE YOU EVER]]

Snuck out of the house?:: Of course.
Cried to get out of trouble?:: Sure.
Gotten lost in your city?:: Nope.
Seen a shooting star?:: Yes.
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: Nope.
Had a serious surgery?:: Nope.
Stolen something important to someone else?:: Hmm. I don't think so.
Solved a rubiks cube?:: No wayyy.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: All the timee.
Cried over a girl?:: . . . Lmfao. No.
Cried over a boy?:: Yes.
Kissed a random stranger?:: No.
Hugged a random stranger?:: Yes. HERSHEY BABY!
Been in a fist fight?:: Yes.
Been arrested?:: Nope.
Done drugs?:: Yes.
Had alcohol?:: Of fucking course. "That's what us dirrty Damascuns do."
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: Ew, no.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: Yess.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: Lmfao, yeah.
Swore at your parents?:: Oh hell yeah.
Been to warped tour?:: YES!!! =D
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: In like, 1st grade.
Been in love?:: Fuck no.
Been close to love?:: Yeah.
Been to a casino?:: Nopeee.
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: No, I can't drive.
Broken a bone?:: Yes.
Gotten stitches?:: Nope.
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: Haha, yeah.
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: I don't think so.
Made homemade muffins?:: Nope.
Bitten someone?:: Lmfao, yeah.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: Yes.
More than 5 times?:: Nope.
Been to niagra falls?:: Nope.
Burped in someones face?:: Haha, ew, no.
Gotten the chicken pox?:: YES.

[[WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU]]

Brushed your teeth:: Yesterday night.. or morning maybe.
Went to the bathroom:: Like, 20 minutes ago.
Saw a movie in theaters:: Hmm.. Idk.. not too long ago, cause I saw Willy Wonka.
Read a book:: Psh, it's been a while. Like, the beginning of the summer.
Had a snow day:: Duh, in the winter?
Had a party:: 4th grade.
Had a slumber party:: 4th grade.
Made fun of someone:: Yesterday.
Tripped in front of someone:: Yesterday.
Went to the grocery store:: Yesterday.
Got sick:: Yesterday.
Cursed:: Today like, an hour ago.

[[PICK ONE]]

Fruit/vegetables:: Fruits.
Black/white:: Black.
Lights on/lights off:: Lights off. ;]
TV/movie:: Movie.
Car/truck:: Car.
Body spray/lotion:: Both.
Cash/check:: Cash.
Pillows/blankets:: Blankets.
Headache/stomach ache:: Stomach ache.
Paint/charcoal:: Paint.
Chinese food/mexican food:: Mexican food.
Summer/winter:: Summer.
Snow/rain:: Rainnn.
Fog/misty:: Misty.
Rock/rap:: Rock.
Meat/vegetarian:: Meat.
Boy/girl:: Boy.
Chocolate/vanilla:: Vanilla.
Sprinkles/icing:: Icing.
Cake/pie:: Cake.
French toast/french fries:: French toast.
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries.
Ocean/swimming pool:: Ocean.
Hugs/kisses:: KiSSES.
Cookies/muffins:: Cookies.
p33n/bewbz:: Excuse me?
Wallet/pocket:: Pocket.
Window/door:: Door.
Emo/goth:: Emo.
Pink/purple:: Pink.
Cat/dog:: Dog.
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: Short sleeve.
Pants/shorts:: Pants.
Winter break/spring break:: Winter.
Spring/autumn:: Spring.
Clouds/clear sky:: Clouds.
Moon/mars:: Moon.

[[FRIENDSHIP]]

How many friends do you have?:: ALOT.
What are their names?:: What? Jesus. There's too many.
Do you have a best friend?:: Yeah.
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: Yes.
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: I think about the same.
Have you ever lost a friend?:: Yes.
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: Yes.
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: "YOU LOOK LIKE WILLY WONKA!"
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: Oh, hell yes.
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: Hmm.. idk.
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: Idk.
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: Nope.
What friend have you known the longest?:: Katy.
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: Yes.
If so, what is it?:: Umm.. like, went out with the guy they liked.
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: Almost everyday.
Do any of your friends drive?:: Yes.
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: Nope.
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: Lmfao.. I'm not sure.
What do you think your friends think of you?:: I think they think I can be bitchy sometimes, but also a sweetheart.

[[LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP]]

Have you ever been in love?:: Ew, no.
If you have, with who?:: - -
Are you single?:: Yes.
Are you in a relationship?:: No.
If so, for how long?:: - -
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: Yes.
What is your idea of the best date?:: Hanging out at his house playing video games or watching a movie or something like that.. so you can get to know eachother better.
What was your first kiss like?:: Wonder-fucking-ful. ;]
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 13.
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: Basically at this stage of the game, yes.
Whats the best experience youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: Ugh. Idk.
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: Yes.
Have you ever been dumped?:: Yes.
Have you ever dumped someone?:: Yes.
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: Just made out actually.

[[WORD ASSOCIATION]]

Slippers:: Tea.
Hat:: Sage.
Hard:: Rigor Mortis.
Free:: Food.
Space:: Astonaut.
Taste:: Chicken.
Good Charlotte:: SHIT. . . Now anyway. =]
Red:: Brenda.
Deep:: Ocean.
Heart:: Broken.
Cord:: Snow.
Cheese:: Nachoes.
Rain:: Depressed.
Work:: Sucks.
Pedal:: Metal.
Head:: Hard.
Bed:: Sleepy.
Fluff:: Gagging.
Hardcore:: Spencer/Jimmy Page. LMFAO.
Race:: XC.
Knife:: Cut.
Jump:: Pogo.

[I....]]

am:: Lonely.
want:: Him.
need:: Sleep.
crave:: Boys.
love:: Sleep.
hate:: Girls.
did:: Nothing.
feel:: Sad.
miss:: Having someone.
am annoyed by:: A bitch.
would rather:: Sleep.
am tired of:: Boys not liking me.
will always:: Like to sleep.

[[SILLY STUFF]]

What is your favourite genre of music?:: Punk/emo/ska/rock/pop-ish stuff.
What time is it now?:: 7:57
What day is it?:: Tuesday?
Whens the last time you called someone?:: 3 days ago.
How much money do you have right now?:: None.
Are you hungry?:: Nope.
Whatcha doin?:: This survey.
Do you like parades?:: Sure.
Do you like the moon?:: Yes, but I like stars better.
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: Talk to people.
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: LMFAO! Yes.
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: Read people's minds.
Have you ever had a picnic?:: Nope.
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: Nope. =[
What about sock em boppers?:: Nopeee.
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: Yes.

[[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE]]

funny?:: Yeah.
pretty?:: Yes.
sarcastic?:: Yeahh.
lazy?:: Hell yeah.
hyper?:: Oh yes.
friendly?:: I can be.
evil?:: Nope.
smart?:: Yes.
strong?:: Uh-huh.
talented?:: Sometimes.
dorky?:: Psh, sometimes.

[[ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)]]

high:: Betty
skip:: Lindsey
dance:: Brenda
lonely:: Nathan.
pen:: Mommy.
flower:: Tracy. Lmfao.
window:: Dad.
psycho:: Spencer.
brain freeze:: Katherine.
orange:: Evan.
sassy:: Lindsey.
jelly:: BRENDA!!

[[FOR OR AGAINST]]

suicide:: Against.
love:: For.
drunk drivers:: Against.
airplanes:: For.
war:: Against.
canada:: For.
united states:: For.
rock music:: For.
gay marriage:: FOR!!! x3
school:: Sometimes for, sometimes against.
surveys:: For.
parents:: For.
cars:: For.
killing:: Against.
britney spears:: For.
coffee:: For.
pants:: Against. ;]

[[WOULD YOU EVER]]

Sky dive?:: Nope.
Play strip poker?:: Yes.
Run away?:: Maybe, but I doubt it.
Curse at a teacher?:: Nope.
Not take a shower for a week?:: Lmfao, no.
Ask someone out?:: Yes.
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: Nope.
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: Yeah.
Go scuba diving?:: Yes.
Write a book?:: Nope.
Become a rockstar?:: Yes.
Have casual sex?:: Idk yet.

[[LAST QUESTIONS]]

What shampoo do you use?:: Pantene Pro-V.
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: November.
What kind of computer do you have?:: A dell.
What grade are you in?:: 9th.
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: Yes.
Or just make out?:: No.
How many posters do you have in your room?:: Likeee, 12?
How many cds do you have?:: Alot.
What time is it now?:: 8:04.

What is your name?:: Vicky.
Are you named after anyone?:: Nope.
What's your screename?:: BARBiESAiDTOKEN
Would you name a child of yours after you?:: Nope.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:: James.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:: Hmm.. probably Amber or Autumn.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:: Vikki, Vicki, Vickie, Anderson, Vicy.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:: Nahh.

[[Basics]]

Your gender:: Female.
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight.
Single?:: Yes.
If not, do you want to be?:: - -
Birthdate:: 10/7/90
Your age:: 14.
Age you act:: 14.
Age you wish you were:: Either 5 or 18.
Your height:: 5'1.5"
Eye color:: Bluish/green.
Happy with it?:: Yes.
Hair color:: Brown with red && blonde highlights.
Happy with it?:: Yes.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty.
Your living arrangement:: With my mom && 2 of my brothers.
Your family:: Dad, Mom, Laurie, Jeff, Joe, Shaun, Derek, && Kyra.
Have any pets?:: Yes.
Whats your job?:: Don't got one.
Piercings?:: 6.
Tattoos?:: None yet.
Obsessions?:: Boys. ;]
Addictions?:: Nope.
Do you speak another language?:: Nope.
Have a favorite quote?:: "Hearts can't become pratical until they become unbreakable." - Wizard of Oz.
Do you have a webpage?:: Nope.

[[Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it]]

Do you live in the moment?:: Nope.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:: Yes.
Do you have any secrets?:: Yes.
Do you hate yourself?:: Nope.
Do you like your handwriting?:: Yes.
Do you have any bad habits?:: Yes.
What is the compliment you get from most people?:: "I love your hair" or eyes or nails.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:: Hmm.. likeee. I don't even know.
What's your biggest fear?:: Losing someone I love or dying.
Can you sing?:: Hell yes.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:: Nope.
Are you a loner?:: Nope.
What are your #1 priorities in life?:: School..&& family.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:: Yes.
Are you a daredevil?:: Nope.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:: Nope.
Are you passive or agressive?:: agressive.
Do you have a journal?:: Yes.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:: STRENGTH __ Being able to say no if it's needed. WEAKNESS __ Boys.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:: I wouldn't be as dependant on others, & I wouldn't like be so boy crazyyy.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:: Yes.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:: Nope.
Do you think life has been good so far?:: Yes.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:: Don't take anything for granted.
What do you like the most about your body?:: Calves, eyes, hair.. yeah.
And least?:: Tummy. && thighs.
Do you think you are good looking?:: Yeh.
Are you confident?:: Sometimes.
What is the fictional character you are most like?:: Hmm.. I'm not sure.
Are you perceived wrongly?:: Sometimes.

[[Do You...]]

Smoke?:: Nope.
Do drugs?:: Nope.
Read the newspaper?:: Sometimes.
Pray?:: Yes.
Go to church?:: Sometimes.
Talk to strangers who IM you?:: Yes.
Sleep with stuffed animals?:: Just one.
Take walks in the rain?:: Yes.
Talk to people even though you hate them?:: Sometimes.
Drive?:: Nope.
Like to drive fast?:: Sometimes.

[[Would or Have You Ever?]]

Liked your voice?:: Yes.
Hurt yourself?:: Yes.
Been out of the country?:: Nope.
Eaten something that made other people sick?:: Yes.
Been in love?:: Nope.
Done drugs?:: Yes.
Gone skinny dipping?:: Nope.
Had a medical emergency?:: Yes.
Had surgery?:: Yep.
Ran away from home?:: Nope.
Played strip poker?:: Nope.
Gotten beaten up?:: Nope.
Beaten someone up?:: Kinda.
Been picked on?:: Yes.
Been on stage?:: Yes.
Slept outdoors?:: Yes.
Thought about suicide?:: Yepp.
Pulled an all nighter?:: Yepp.
If yes, what is your record?:: Umm, like 29 hours.
Gone one day without food?:: Yes.
Talked on the phone all night?:: Yepper.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:: Yes.
Slept all day?:: Yess.
Killed someone?:: Haha, no.
Made out with a stranger?:: Never.
Had sex with a stranger?:: Ew, no.
Thought you're going crazy?:: Yes.
Kissed the same sex?:: On the cheek.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:: Nope.
Been betrayed?:: Yes.
Had a dream that came true?:: Yes.
Broken the law?:: Yes.
Met a famous person?:: Yess!!!
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:: Nope.
On purpose?:: Nope.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:: Yeh.
Stolen anything?:: Yes.
Been on radio/tv?:: Nope.
Been in a mosh-pit?:: Oh yess.
Had a nervous breakdown?:: Yes.
Bungee jumped?:: EW NO.
Had a dream that kept coming back?:: Yesss.

[[Beliefs]]

Belive in life on other planets?:: Nope.
Miracles?:: Yes.
Astrology?:: Yes.
Magic?:: No.
God?:: Yes.
Satan?:: Yes.
Santa?:: No.
Ghosts?:: Yes.
Luck?:: Yes.
Love at first sight?:: Nope.
Yin and yang?:: Yes.
Witches?:: Nope.
Easter bunny?:: Nope.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:: Yeah.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:: Nope.
Do you wish on stars?:: Yess.

[[Deep Theological Questions]]

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:: Yes.
Do you think God has a gender?:: Nope.
Do you believe in organized religion?:: Eh, kinda.
Where do you think we go when we die?:: Heaven or hell.

[[Friends]]

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:: Yes.
Who is your best friend?:: Katherine.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:: Katherine.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:: To not go along with what everyone else is doing if it's not for you.
Your favourite inside joke?:: "DAMN BAPS!" or "YOU LOOK LIKE WILLY WONKA!"
Thing you're picked on most about?:: Being so fucking short.
Who's your longest known friend?:: Katy.
Newest?:: Betty.
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18 [xO.]
Listening to: Frickin' A - Party Like a Rockstar
Feeling: happy
Hmm. Katherine's coming over today, so I am verrry exciteddd. Haha. I decided I wanted to adopted a pet.. Cause they're so cute. =]




adopt your own virtual pet!
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17 [xO.]
Listening to: TV
Feeling: witchy
Welp, I had a good last night in Forest City. I hung out with Nikki, Chelsea, Chris, Jake, Destiny, & Andrea. They showed up at Nikki's door in the middle of Chelsea, Nikki, & I watching Army of Darkness. Lmfao. So funny. But, what else could I ask for? I met Josh too. But.. yeah. So, me & the other people minues Josh went to the park. Lmfao. There was like, this little girl harassing us. It was so scary though. Like, we thought she was a lesbian or something. So, I talked to Chris & Jake mostly. Cause I knew I wouldn't see them for a while. But, I knew I had all night with Nikki. =] So, Jake's like "Hmm, this is a good song. . *looks down shirt*" "Oh, yeah?" - me "OH YEAH!" - Jake. LMFAO. It was so funny. I guess you had to be there though. & then it was time for us to leave the park, so we went to Nikki's. Nikki's mom gave Jake, Chelsea, & Chris a ride home. =[[ So I gave Chris a hug. Lmfao. So then there was me, Nikki, Destiny, & Andrea. Haha. Destiny sang a song aout beef stew. & we all just hung out. Then it was me & Nikki. We watched some of Deep Impact & then we watched the Lion King. I fucking CRIED when Mufasa died. =[ Then we kept playing the part where Timon does the hula. Lmfao. We tried to do it. It didn't work. Then we just went on the computer a little bit, then it was time for beddd. =] We woke up to Nikki's mom making food. =]]] Haha. So I ate & took a shower & that's it for now. I'm going home sooooon. =] I miss my MAHJAH!!! =[ But YAY! I'mma see her today. Alrightyy, that's it. I LOVE YOU GUYSS!
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