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hey its been a very long time |
November 21st, 2007 @ 12:00am |
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hey, ok well... i have had 5 different bfs since i last wrote in here and i have 2 bfs right now. i dated this one guy and i only seen him once in the month and a half that we dated so i was like fuck it so i broke up with him. the second guy i dated and that i am still dating lives like an hour away from me so i dont get to see him much any more then what i did when he live in the town that i live in. the third guy i have dated on and off for the past 2 years. the fourth guy i dated was way too shy but really, really nice. and then the fifth guy i dated and i still am is my love of my life. i love him so much and he loves me so much. and i call myself a slut because i have 2 bfs and i have 2 fuck buddies that are not my one of my bfs. my 2 fuck buddies are 2 of my ex's that i have mentioned up there^. their names are jeff and nic. and my 2 bfs names are norman and aj. but yeah so that is my life right now. and u can say ne thing u want but i just dont care if it is negitive thing so yeah. i love my life right now so i am going to enjoy it as much as i can. o and i am now 18 and i have been 18 for a little bit over 2 months. i am moved into my house that we have been working on and i have been living there for almost a year now. i have been doing weed everyday for a month now. getting into trouble is my kinda thing. my friend josh is in the hospital for cancer. and it is almost a year since my friend had past away. so yeah. thats my life right now so yeah well ttyl bye bye. |
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hola |
June 10th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
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Feeling: torn
well me and my ex bf are not friends anymore because he is a fucking duch bag and he thinks that if he talkes to me that he is gonna make me fall back in love with him!!!!!!!!! what a fucking loser!!!! i still have a very little bit of feelings for him but not much any more because he called me a fucking crazy bitch!!!!!!!!! what an asswhole!!!! but i really hate being single. it sucks so bad!!!!!!!! |
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GOD!!!! why me???? |
January 18th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
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Feeling: uncertain
ok first off i like 3 guys!!!! ok. well i just found out today that one guy i like is gonna go out on a date with my friend tonite. the second guy has a 22 year old girlfriend when he is only 16, and the third guy, i dont think he will like me in that way and i feel like im nothing because when i dont have a bf i feel like nothing but when i do have a bf i feel like everything.... and of course i dont have a bf and of course i feel like nothing...i just want to sit here and cry..... |
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we broke up on friday |
January 17th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
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we broke up on friday and i did take it hard but i am taking very well not and i am of course looking again!!!!!!!! |
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together again |
January 11th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
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Feeling: somber
my and my ex bf nic are going back out again!!!! i know you people dont really care cuz he treated me like crap after but now he doesnt treat me like crap!!!! |
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WHY HER???? |
January 8th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
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Feeling: confused
my best friend that lives in Arkansas was in a horrable car accident, there were three passangers erika, cj, and michael,and all three of them got ejected from the car, Erika,18, died right away, her 5 month old son, Michael died 2 days later because when he was ejected from the car he got brain damage, and cj is still alive with 5 places in his back broken. He said that he wants to be with his family, he just wants to let go, so he has someone watching him at all times so he doesnt commit suicide. Erikas aunt and uncle set up an account for hers and her sons funural just in case if there isnt going to be enough to pay for the funural, Cj and Erika have and account together and he said that he is going to take all that money out of there and put it in the account that Erikas aunt and uncle set up for her and her son. the flowers Cj had at the funural that had ribbons on it said son and love of my life!!!! so cute and so sad!!!! God i miss Erika so much!!!! my mom has a pic of me and her hugging when i was four years old!!!! Erika had a big whole in her head, and her right side of her face was all droopy. Michael looked so swellen.Erika and Michael did not look like themselves at all at the funural. i have never met her son or Cj before all this all happened i wish i did but i didnt. never met her son and never met Cj the only time i met Cj was sat,jan. 6th after the funural on friday and the wake on thursday. |
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i hate them |
December 21st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Feeling: placid
Kayla and Lynn one of the 2 lesbians at my school who i "USED" to be friends with. ok my mom is pissed off cause my ex bf has 2 of my cds and i havent had them in like 3 months and we broke up like a month ago and he still has them and my mom called him like last week wednsday that he has to give me my cds tonite and my mom said if he doesnt have them here by that date she is going to call the cops. cause that is basically stealling. and today i heard that kayla and lynn said that "i am stupid if i call the fucking cops for a couple cds" no they are the fucking stupid ones that go around school thinking that they are the "ganster shit" god kayla has been so nice until she met lynn. i fuckin hate them both i hope they both rot in fucking hell!!!! |
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where r they???? |
December 11th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Feeling: confused
where r all the guys i have been waiting for???? i want a bf, i need a bf. ommfg!!!!!!!! i really need and want a bf. |
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