97~OMG!!
Listening to: Im Sorry-Buckcherry
Feeling: schizophrenic
Im in the emergency room right now and really tired.... earlier i was on the computer at my house and i heard a big bang and then my baby brother started to scream so i ran over to see what was going on and my mom and my baby bro were on the floor in pain.. me and my moms boyfriend John asked what had happened and the dog triped my mom with the baby in her hand and he hit his head pretty hard.. a couple hours later i was in bed listening to music and i heard another big bang.. i run out and my mom is holdin the baby and the baby is cryin again.. so i asked what happened and the dog knocked the baby off the bed while my mom tried to catch him she fell off to... then she called these mid wife ppl and asked them what to do and they said since he had fallen twice in one day that he had to go to the emergancy room... so we got in the car and i had to sit in the back with him to keep him awake just in case he had a cuncusion cause if he did and he fell asleep he could go into acoma.. but he had one eye open and one eye closed so i tried to make sure he wasnt sleeping and he was.. then when we got out of the car we did our hardest to wake him up and he would not wake up.. then we go into the emergancy room and we are freakin out then the dude comes up to us and he got my baby bro to wake up so me and my mom felt a little happier.. then my moms boyfriend showed up after she filled out some paper work and we were put into this room that i am now sittin in bored as he**.. i thought i would type this up since myspace is blocked from the computers :( UGH!!!!... anyway.. pls comment im scared and need somebody to be here with me!!! pls!!! i hope that somebody is awake and can talk to me im scared!!!

Much ♥,
Courtni
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98~ Well This Is Hella Gay
Listening to: Hand Of Blood- Bullet For My Valentine
Feeling: pissy
Okay so sitdiary is on the list of gay websites and im deleting my sit diary cause no one gets on anymore..
its ranked the most unpopular site next to pen pal thingy.. idk
anyway
im kinda done wit sitdiary..
no one gets on anymore
its kinda sad cause it used to be popular then myspace came along and every other site lost it..
Face book, sitdiary and blah blah blah
well have fun on other websites cause this one is done for!
ily!

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96~ Wowzers (another deep breath)
Listening to: Over You- Chris Daughtry
Feeling: torn
Wow okay so i move and got into a new school wit hella alot of preps and it sucks cause they is all bitches but whatev who isnt. I have new friends: Symone, Megan, Cassie, Shannon, Georgia, Sydney, Carmen, Bailey, Kat, Amy, Vianna, Julian, Cody, Corey, Torian, Kabunda, Riley, and a couple other ppl. I got a new man and his name is Rashode.. he is hella sexy :]]. I have a new life... still havent changed and still same old emo,depressed Courtni. :[[. more emo then ever tho.. and step dads parents tryin to turn me into a prep; thats just not workin out for me.. :/. Well i guess i will talk to ya later.

ML,
Courtni
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95~ Wow (deep breath)
Listening to: Whatever-Godsmack
Feeling: depressed
Well alot has been going on since my last entry... My best friend who is 13 is going out with my brother that turns 16 on August 23 are dating... my other best friend is still with Chris, its only been 8 months between those two.. im moving *tear*, me and steve-o are over (we all saw that coming), im going into 7th grade, my summer has sucked.... i am sitting in the dark thinking about everything, i hate my mom but wats new?... i guess thats all... comment me and tell me wats up.....



Love,
Courtni
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94~ Steve-o ♥
Listening to: Fm Static - Tonight
Feeling: happy
Ok so well i guess i should have saw it coming that me and Steve-o were going to get back together again... i guess it was pretty obvious... Although i did think for a long time that it was really over forever... I should have known because everytime we break up he always says its over forever and then he ends up missing me the most and i miss him to so we always hook back up again...

I LOVE STEVE-O SO MUCH AND IM NEVER GOING TO DO TO HIM AGAIN WAT I DID TO HIM BEFORE!!!!!


Love you steve-o!

Much Love,
Me
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93~ Steve-o
Listening to: Big Girls Dont Cry-Fergie
Feeling: sane
I miss Steve-o so much I hate myself for what i did to him.... we are over and according to him we are over forever... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM! Yesterday was the last day of school so they let everyone sign year bookes and he signed in my year book I ♥ u 4 ever!
Love,
Steve-o

I ♥ u more
than you
♥ me
Luv u,
Steve-o


Everytime i look at his picture or look what he wrote to me in my year book i start crying.... he wanted to sign my year book a lot of times and i only let him sign my year book twice and now i wish i would have let him sign it as many times as he wanted to... STEVE-O IM REALLY SORRY AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! I LOVED YOU THE MOST OUT OF ALL THE GUYS I HAVE GONE OUT WITH AND I PROMISED MYSELF THAT IF WE BROKE UP I WOULD NOT LOVE ANY OTHER GUY! YOU WILL BE THE ONLY GUY THAT I EVER LOVED! LIKE YOU ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT I WAS THE ONLY GIRL THAT YOU EVER LOVED OUT OF ALL THE GIRLS YOU HAVE GONE OUT WITH! I LOVE YOU AND THAT WILL NEVER FADE AWAY....

STEVE-O I LOVE YOU! I CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND... ( you will never love me they way i loved and still love you)


Much Love,
Courtni
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91~ WOOHOO!!
Listening to: Scars- Papa Roach
Feeling: depressed
I am really excited beacuse for my birthday on May 19 i got an ipod and a credit card!
that means with my new credit card i get to do some more shopping at hot topic heck yes!!!

Well im still with Steve-o even tho we almost broke up but we saved it...
I love Steve-o so much and im glad that i am going out with him

Much Love,
Broken Hearted
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92~ Arianne and Talynn
Listening to: Girlfriend-Avril Lavigne
Feeling: pissy
ok so Talynn and I got in a fight and we were like best friends and she was best friends with all my other friends and then she called all of us stupid and dumb so i told her that she and her only friend Arianne are fucking slutty whores and they wouldnt know dumb if it hit them in the fucking face... and the fight went on and on... Then she told me to call her so i did and her mom got on the phone and said "You threatened to kick my daughters ass you are gonna have to come through me first you little bitch," IT WAS SO FUNNY ME AND GIANNA CRACKED UP LAUGHING.. her mom has no idea what she is talking about i still laugh about her and her stupid ass mom.. those fucking whores

The Truth about Arianne,Talynn,and Talynn's mom:
Arianne:Stuffs her bra...Talynn:stuffs her bra as well... Talynn:Anerexic,Bolemic(however you spell that), Arianne: TOTAL SLUT..Talynn:Slut... Talynn's mom: FUCKING FAT AS HELL


Much Love,
Broken Hearted
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90~ I love someone and noone will ever know
Listening to: Thnks Fr Th Mmrs- Fall Out Boy
Feeling: depressed
I love Bobby and noone will ever know!!!
I cant believe that he and she would ever do that to me wat did i ever do to them


Much Love,
Heart Broken
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88~ Mothers Day
Listening to: Face Down-Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Feeling: depressed
Ok so everyone knows that its Mothers Day today and my mommy is awsome!!!
Anyway my Uncle Jody and Aunt Jamie came up today and they wont leave me alone about me being all emo! God its so iritating whenever i walk into my room my Uncle Jody says EMOOOOOOO, EMMOOOOO,EMOOOOOO i hate it!! well any way for all u moms out there Happy Mommy's Day and i hope that ur having a better day than me!!!

Much Love,
Heart Broken
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Entry List
98~ Well This Is Hella Gay
97~OMG!!
96~ Wowzers (another deep...
95~ Wow (deep breath)
94~ Steve-o ♥
93~ Steve-o
92~ Arianne and Talynn
91~ WOOHOO!!
90~ I love someone and noone...
89~ Bobby :|!!!!
88~ Mothers Day
87~ Bobby :(
86~ ♥ Bobby ♥
85~ Sorry peoples!
~84 Hey Ya'll
83~She is so imature
82~OMG
81~ Yay
80~Hey
79~ Totally kool and totally...
I am really happy
78~Well... this all sucks
77~We are all girls again....
76~I moved
75~ I am in a fight with...
74~Thats not fair
73~Got to leave Soon
72~Im bored
71~Just Guess
70~ Well......They come and...
69~Two parties!!
68~ @ the library
67~School
66~We are going to bed...I...
65~I am bored as hell and....
64~ This isnt Courtni
63~Fun
62~Whats up.....
61~Some advice about me
60~I know
59~Busy
58~Not much to say
57~What I said
56~Im in a fight
55~Totally bored
54~Im pissed!
53~I swear Connor Doesnt get...
52~Conor Sucks!
51~We found a movie
50~Well
49~My hair
48~Conversation
47~No title
46~I love Steven!!!!!!!!!
45~Swimming
44~Well Thats Just the way it...
43~My Break Up With Idajerk
42~My First Date With Tanner
41~A Secret
40~ I Love Tanner!!!!!!!!!
39~No More Tanner
38~Swimming
37~Tanner Engleman
36~Maybe
35~Finally Going Back To...
34~Life.I hate it but I love...
33~ The Movies
32~Jealousy
31~Dont know what to say
30~So Over Evan
29~Bored
28~Heart Broken
27~A Important Note For My...
26~Dieing From Living Life
25~ Conner
24~Happy Late New Year
23~Christmas Eve
22~Dealing with life and boys
21~Mom's Birthday
20~My Friend And This Guy...
Broken Heart
18~Im Finnaly Unsick
17~I hate being sick
16~Life sucks
15~EvAn CuRoE,EvAn CuRoE,EvAn...
14~When Am I Going To Get To...
Sleep over
THERES NO SCHOOL TODAY
EVEN CEROE
GROUNDED!!!!!!!!!!!!
DELLING WITH SCHOOL AND LIFE
MY BEST COUSINS IN THE WORLD
SCHOOL IS FINNALY OUT
WOW!
TOTALLY BORED
DISNENEY LAND
BFFEAE
DREAMBOY
hey whats rocki'n