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May 15, 2008 |
People can never understand, what any of us experienced for that month. A month of intense travelling with people that became family to one another. People with a bond between each other stronger than friendship. An unbreakable bond that will last a lifetime. People think they can understand what it was like when we were there, what we feel now. But they can't, no matter how hard they hard, how much they listen. They have no hope of understanding how close we are. We cried together, we laughed together, we sung together. Through thick and thin, rain or shine, we're their for each other shoulder to shoulder, side by side. We're all waiting for that day,longing to return there.
Home. |
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| Memories |
May 15, 2008 |
Memories are powerful things.
They can fuel you to do things that you really want.
They can make you hang on to whats special.
They can remind you how much you want something,
and how much you miss it.
They can steer you home and show you the door to your future.
They can make you determined, stronger,
make you strive for for you want. |
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| Reflection |
May 7, 2008 |
I hate being alone...... Wish I had someone.
I wish I had someone that in the first moment i met them i felt like i'd known them for a lifetime.
I wish I had someone who I held in my arms and I never wanted to let go.
I wish I had someone who loved the things I do and gets along with my family like it was their own.
I wish I had someone that would make me laugh, someone who would make me feel safe just by their presence.
Someone who would travel the world with me,
see the things I see,
live the life I live,
live life to the full.
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| Young scallywags |
May 7, 2008 |
Chavs tried to start a fight with me today, humourous as it was annoying. |
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| That was our final chapter. |
May 6, 2008 |
I broke your heart 4 months and 2 days ago, it was the hardest thing I ever did. I hid the reason from you to make it easy, cos if you'd had know I still loved you when I did it, god knows. When I looked into your eyes and told you I felt nothing for you, it was a lie, the only lie I ever told you. I was never myself, yeah sure, we had a hell of a lot of good times but I was living behind a mask. Leaving you was the hardest thing, walking away, leaving you. Its so vivid in my mind, that picture painted, you with your back to me growing fainter in the distance. The next few days after that was as hard for you as it was for me. We talked on the phone, you pretended that you were ok but I knew that you really wasn't, just as i wasn't talking to you. I told you I was fine and that I hadn't lost that much weight..... I lost more than you thought. I live with the guilt for the rest of my life that I hurt you. The one thing I didn't want to do. No one understands my actions and i don't expect them to.
But thats the past, it was the last chapter for us in my book.
I'm glad you've found someone else now, it fills me with relief to know that you haven't done the one thing i dreaded for 15 months. That you've picked your life back up. Just wish you would realise your worth more than you think, just ask the ones close to your heart. |
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| >.< |
April 21, 2008 |
How many time do I have to remind myself! Don't lash out at people! It means you destroy relationships... like now! >. |
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| ah shite |
April 21, 2008 |
Went to the doctors today about blackouts i randomly have and i had to be checked for a heart condition my mum has, might have to have a pacemaker.
This sucks majorly. |
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| Its done. |
April 19, 2008 |
Shes with him. Back to hiding the feelings... |
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| CONFUSED! |
April 18, 2008 |
I'm so fucking confused! Shes with him, shes not with him, shes with him, shes not with him?! which fucking one is it?! |
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| FORTUNE COOKIE! |
April 18, 2008 |
BLOOS A FORTUNE COOKIE! |
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