Take him and cut him out in little stars and he will make the face of heaven so fine,
that all the world will be in love with night.
yayy!
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm
So the day after my wisdom teeth get pulled I decide to go on a mini road trip. Yupp, if you're thinking I'm a wee bit stupid you've probably surmised correctly. At noon I went to Honesdale with Mommy and Tom. First I got to watch Josh get a haircut then Tom got one. He thinks it's uneven but it really really isn't, but I told all of his friends to make fun of it today anyway :p Anyway then we went and got me a new pair of glasses... contacts are so overrated. It's so annoying to put them in and take em out all the time! But anyway, Eric was supposed to pick me up at 3:30.. then it got moved back to 4:00.. then finally 4:15 because the lady checking us out in Wal-Mart was sooo incredibly slow. And even though I kept moving the time back he still got to my house before me =x
So I took my pills then we went up to the Petersen's before heading out to the Haunted House thing. We had 6 people in the car so the backseat was nice and cozy =) Well I was comfortable anyway, Trisha was on Dan's lap so I don't really know how they felt! We were almost there and all of a sudden Deeana started wondering if me and Eric were actually a couple. That was only awkward times a million! We just kinda looked at each other then I was like sure =) So now it's official I suppose lol. It was really cold and not scary at all so pretty much it was a long time of Eric keeping me warm. Which I so loved =D
Then we went to Pizza Hut, where I managed to force down two slices even though my gums are stiched to my cheeks. Go me 8) Anyway then we went home and he kissed me goodnight and that was the end of Saturday.
Sunday I cleaned. Big time. I almost got the upstairs totally cleaned out :-o For the people that have been up there before, you know what a big job that is! But yupp I should finish today before Eric comes over, then we're gonna watch a movie then maybe carve pumpkins =p It's so nice to have a boyfriend with a car that wants to come see me!!
To do list: Clean out upstairs.
Clean out room.
Clean out keyboard.
Vacuum.
Oh boy, what a wonderful day off from school this should be!
Summer, Winter, Spring, and Fall
I'll be around to catch ya calls
Cause you're my baby, you're my baby
And I adore you*
Well I'm kind of hoping that since all of my friends are myspace losers along with me that nobody really reads this anymore. I need somewhere to write down what's on my mind and at least feel that it's safe. Nowhere in my house is, after Tom stole my notes and mom read the diary.
So anyway, I'm starting to realize that I have only a few close friends. Jen and Rob are the only ones that I know I can definitley count on. They both mean the world to me and I would be lost without them. Chelle and I just aren't that close anymore, and I want to distance myself from Dylan so I don't break his heart. Is that wrong? I haven't figured that out for myself yet, but it's what I'm going to do anyway.
So there's this girl by the name of Megan.. and I'm really beginning to actually hate her. Best friends from Kindergarten til forever right? Uhm no. And I'm just sad that it took until I'm a junior to realize how much she annoys me. What kind of a person can be nice to your face on Friday, then flip out on you Saturday night? She doesn't know anything about me anymore, yet she judges me on the actions she sees in the limited time we're in each other's proximity. It's so frustrating that I can almost see the thoughts about me whirling around in her head knowing that I can't stop it. Sometimes I just want to take her by the shoulders and shake her.
Enough about Megan, I don't want to ruin my night. Oh wait, already ruined by my inability to actually get to any of the plans I make. Three weeks in a row, my Saturday night has been ruined by my mother, who I still have to rely on for a ride. License in three days, as long as I learn how to park tomorrow.
Okay tired now. Sweet dreams..♥
Next entry will be the boy entry.. how exciting =p
Wow I've missed sitDiary! I'm a myspace loser now, but on there you don't really meet random people and get to be your friends on there. This is such a close community... it's great! ___♥
So there's been a lot of boy drama... =/
Rob and I are over, and everyone's saying that I broke up with him for Eric. I really didn't, and I hate that I broke his heart. I do miss him, but it really was time for me to move on.
I've also been thinking about my dad a lot lately. And as much as it kills me to say it, I think I finally have to admit it... I miss him like crazy. I was his little girl... I truly did idolize the man. He's the one that made me into owho I am, every part of me. He's the reason I love to fish, be in the woods... he's the reason I don't trust anyone else. I heard the song "Because of You" earlier this week (and this is going to sound very cliche, but still...) and it completely summed up my mind. As much as I hate what he did to my family, I can't hate him.
Okay now that I've spilled my guts out, I guess it's time for me to go take my pills. My wisdom teeth got taken out today and I'm doing okay, but still not great.
I really missed Sit! I'll definitley have to start updating more often =]
"What's the difference between chocolate and vanilla?"
I don't know Chelle darling whore, you tell me.
Well I don't really know what to write in here. I've been working 8 hours all week and it sucks. Except for Tuesday and Friday, they were good cause I was alone in the office =] That's how this Tuesday is gonna be too, yessss! Maybe I'll use the boss's desk ;]
So the whole family came up today to look for my missing uncle. We didn't find him, but then again I didn't expect to in the first place. He'll be found when he wants to be found and we cant do anything about it.
So I have another week working at the court then I'm done there and I get trained to work at the store. I'm so glad I'll be making some money now that I have insurance to pay =[
I didn't realize it was September 11th til I saw the date on this thing. Wow.
So umm yeah, I never update anymore. Well school sucks. Crazy hard and I'm gonna be a loser and fail everything. Oh well, what can ya do.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, it's only you and me
I love that song.
Okay well I don't know what to write. Chelle's here. That explains the title.
School started on Monday. Ehhh. It's been good I guess, lots of classes with friends and stuff, but it's gonna be really hard. I have honors history, english, and FST, plus organic chemistry with all seniors, and anatomy and physiology as an extra science, and spanish II. I think I'm out of my mind. So yeah, I definitley can't wait for the weekend!
Friday night I have to work, which sucks soo much cause I can't get my phone fixed or go to the football game. Saturday I'm either working overtime at the court office or hangin in Hancock =p But definitley movies Saturday night. Sunday I think I'm going to Carousel park... I think. Maybe a campout Sunday night with the girls cause I miss them ♥
Aww Dylan just called cause he was bored. How nice. =]
Anyway, I don't know why I outlined that all, I think it was more for my benefit than for y'all out there reading it. Oh well.
Yeah I'm boring, sorry bout that. My brainpower is at 0 right now. So I'm out.
Part Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettablePart Free Love Kisser Of all the kissing types, you've racked up the most experience
Kissing is no big deal to you - you'll kiss anyone you find hot!
It's easy for you to take the plunge and make the first move.
And you don't really consider kissing to be cheating!
What Kind of Kisser Are You?
You are Trisha.
